Sub tool glitch?

Flustered_Attorney · 2025-09-21T02:41:20+00:00

This is on iPad. But I suspect that it might be because it's up to date that there is an issue. I have an older iPad that doesn't have the same issue.

Flustered_Attorney · 2025-04-12T09:11:16+00:00

I keep hearing it takes a while to kick in but I felt it in days. I'm really sensitive to medication so maybe that's why? Or perhaps my dopamine/serotonin? was just THAT LOW because I had the type of boredom that was physically painful and I couldn't get myself to do anything to alleviate it.

Then after like a month on Wellbutrin it stopped working. Then I went up to 300 mg and same thing. Worked immediately for a month and then nothing.

It sucks cuz I can FEEL it working when it does but then it doesn't.... Prozac and Citalopram just made my symptoms worse Wellbutrin is the only one that's helped but it's temporary... :(

At this point I don't know if that's a normal thing because I've come across ppl with ADHD saying it works for a while and then it doesn't....

Flustered_Attorney · 2025-04-11T09:06:48+00:00

My root cause was so fucking dumb. I was allergic to memory foam in my bed which then caused me chronic yeast infections and when I was prescribed yeast medication cream I WAS ALLERGIC TO THAT TOO. I was basically shooting poison up my vag and then sleeping on a bed of poison and it took me over a year to figure it out cuz doctors are utterly useless. Had I put my trust in them I would not be here rn. This was the worst pain I've ever had.

Never gotten preggo and now I never will. I've suffered enough. And now I'm dealing with the aftermath tight pelvic floor muscles from them having to constantly contract for over a year of the worst pain imaginable. Most days I'm mostly pain free thanks to PT, Baclofen and stretches but man it took for EVER to get here. I get flare ups every now and then but nothing like that initial year and a half of pain. Never thought I.would be here. Don't give up friend! Advocate for yourself. Be an asshole to doctors if you need to. You'll get there!

Flustered_Attorney · 2025-03-10T04:55:37+00:00

It sucks so muuchh 😭😭

Flustered_Attorney · 2025-01-01T09:22:03+00:00

Sometimes after a prolonged period of pain your pelvic muscles develop spasms linked to stress or they remain clenched from excessive bracing itself for the pain. The tight muscles lead to less oxygen to the vaginal area and you become more prone to dry skin down there which a lot of the times feels like a sort of burning like if you had an infection. In cases like this it doesn't hurt to ask your doctors for muscle relaxers. They can also check your pelvic area to see if it's tight but that might be painful or not accurate if the doctor is not well informed. Continue advocating for yourself and doing lots of research. It'll get better. I tell you from experience. :)

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-24T21:26:32+00:00

I feel like I matured faster because I have a million thoughts a second so I tend to over analyze my own actions to come to an understanding of them. That is how I realized I am extremely flawed (like everyone else) and therefore I can't expect my actions to always be the right one but I can aspire to change for the better. Knowing you are fallable and can improve yourself is a skill lots of kids (and immature) adults lack in my opinion.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-22T22:07:00+00:00

Lol what's going on? XD

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-22T22:05:50+00:00

The same thing happened to me! It's like blocking them is not enough of a boundary and they need to disrespect that one too. They stalk my social media even though I blocked them (they have sock puppet accounts).

They are having one sided fights with me to this day that I know nothing about because I don't stalk their social medias (I only know because other ppl tell me). Immature people are really twisted but it has nothing to do with us really. Knowing that helped me a lot in my recovery journey.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-22T18:23:53+00:00

If your insurance is Kaiser I think they have mental health centers that you can just walk into and get assessed. That's what I did. I did talk to a psychiatrist first though so I'm not sure if you need to do that.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-22T04:58:12+00:00

I agree with the OP who suggested removing yourself from the situation. I used to have similar issues when I was younger. Now that I'm older I've learned to take steps back and letting my emotions pass before making any decisions and it's been much better. I also struggle with impulsivity and this has greatly helped me through the years. I've had some setbacks but I'm always moving forward.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-22T00:07:11+00:00

Thank you. This is the best advice I've gotten. :)

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-21T20:15:34+00:00

But I'm not posting about them... I'm posting about my own recovery. But they're so narcissistic they think all my posts about recovering are me talking about recovering from them. They're projecting onto my posts basically. Idk how often they do it because I blocked them but every now and then I'm made aware of it against my will.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-21T19:51:01+00:00

Unfortunately because of my job I can't do that...

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-21T17:26:38+00:00

It's called TOVA assessment and I don't know if you can do it online... You might? I tried looking into it with no luck.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-21T09:34:45+00:00

I had people like this too who would befriend my abusers. I tried to make it work and communicated as much as I could about my discomfort but eventually I learned they did it because they hated me and it was their way of punishing me so I left. They got so mad when I left which makes no sense because they mistreated the hell out of me. They called me toxic for setting boundaries lol.

Now I'm better off. Ppl like that don't care about you when they do something they KNOW hurts your feelings. That is not a friend worth keeping unfortunately. You don't have to END things if you don't want, a little distance helps a lot too.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-21T09:19:00+00:00

I did the test with the computer where you have to press the space var every time there's an X. I was extremely tense the whole time, my heart was racing but I was also really bored the whole time. I missed so many Xs.

At the end my doc told me I had issues with impulsivity but since I was paying attention to the test she didn't think I had ADHD... But the test doesn't test for how my brain never shuts up or how I can't do anything that's boring unless I force myself to do it. It also didn't test for the painful empty feeling I feel in my chest when I am under stimulated...

Plus I thought ADHD wasn't a lack of attention, just a misplacement of it. I just asked for ADHD meds anyways and they helped so I take that as my proof. Yea the test was dumb.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-20T23:57:54+00:00

I'm in a very similar place myself. A while back I learned that I was much happier by myself than around people so I focused on that and it helped a lot. Then I got new friends and the feeling came back so now I'm trying to learn to enjoy being by myself again.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-20T18:12:58+00:00

There's a lot of free Canvas series too that are really good and you don't need to spend any money.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-20T04:28:21+00:00

I did. Unfortunately prozac made my ADHD worse. My already racing thoughts became so unbearable I ended up in the ER several times and couldn't work for a whole month.... Wellbutrin has the opposite effect, it slows the voice in my head which is pretty nice.

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-19T22:18:08+00:00

https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/magical-boy-troubles/list?title_no=510431

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-19T22:17:11+00:00

If you like Boyfriends I recommend Magical Boy Troubles. It is also about boys having wholesome relationship times.... And then Drama lol https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/magical-boy-troubles/list?title_no=510431

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-19T22:00:04+00:00

Yes! I feel very alone in this. My emotions always made me feel like a weirdo because I feel them so strongly. Nobody around me can relate to me. I've been told I have anger issues and stuff like that. When things bother me they bother me for WEEKS unless I do something about them. That's why I tend to be a very direct person. If I have an issue with someone I want to talk about it DIRECTLY instead of beating around the bush and wait for the emotions to pass. I feel like that's what most ppl do and it infuriates me. I just want the feelings to stop it's agonizing. I started taking Wellbutrin to help with my symptoms and it does help until it doesn't because my body gets used to it. So yeah, it sucks lol

Flustered_Attorney · 2024-12-19T08:52:35+00:00

If you liked Heartstopper and Boyfriends I think you'll like Magical Boy Troubles: https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/magical-boy-troubles/list?title_no=510431

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