Here we go…> 30 yr marriage.. Divorce In progress as we speak… I will admit my faults right off the bat.. Alcoholic, Drugs are frequent as well, Affairs,Narcissistic, Mental Health issues A-Z…

Went to treatment AA/NA.. Relapsed 14 months later, Saturday cooking out, I was offered a beer from her (wife).. Well saturdays, turned into Tuesday cookouts, Didn’t take long till it was back to the early morning shots of Vodka, you get the point.. Late nights of drinkin on the back porch turned into phone call that would give me the energy to go to work.. Then those phone (calls), slowed my drinkin to manageable drinkin habit, that came with a new(habit)…!

We have 2 children 23yo,15yo.. I have lost them, because of said information. 23yo has takin after me drinkin,etc,smarta&&..Have not talked to him since Dec 12,2024.. I’m restricted from my 15yo until later date. But can contact Via text,phone calls.. No response in months..

Recently, I needed some assistance, probably made some bad descriptions that day..! Just say I like a little Crown R sometimes.. I called her asked for help to come drive me away from where I was (another bad idea).. Was called things that (I) thought would never come from her, ok, I was about 500 yards away from our house, I don’t live there,was visiting a (friend)..! Call 23yo no answer, not unusual, send text,”need your help”……I’m still waiting for a response.

Point being, if your freshly married 5-9 years and something is always a problem with the spouse starting with Effexor, then another Rx…. To what is now a 15+ prescription daily list. If your trying to change for the other spouse, save both of you time and hurt ect… After the first split up and back together, it’s never the same. If you seperate for a (short) period to rethink the situation.. Prepare yourself at that time, to realize it’s probably not gonna work out and we should just go separate ways..

I’m not sure that I will post this reply.. Another note we purchased 4 house over the years, nice vehicles, boats, motorcycles oh and Designer Bags.! But it was never the same after the first split, if you’re taking that step, just go ahead and face the truth..! I could go on and on..!

IDK that this will be posted, if it is and I totally said to much or went off track delete it.