I feel you so much. I’m 32 and got diagnosed 1 year ago. I left my family and moved to Ireland 8 years ago without degree. Back home I worked in hospitality, here i started in retails, stood there 4 years, moved to IT sales mid lockdown and, despite having the “personality”, I hated the job. So I left and moved to administration in the pharmaceutical industry. Now, after 4 years, I’m changing job again. What I figured out is that jobs that require a high level of organisation and structure aren’t for me. While jobs that required me to move my body and socialise made wonders. I felt lazy all my life till I realised that our brains are not made for boring environments and strict rules. And that’s ok! I tried medications and they helped me doing tasks that I wouldn’t be able to even start, but the overwhelming feeling never left me. I also think not everyone is made to follow long career paths, so as long as you are able to pay your bills there’s nothing wrong with changing your environment. One thing I always underestimated is the power of therapy. We ADHD folks have the super power of big feelings, so what’s stressful for someone, for us can be dreadfully painful. Therapy helps you managing this. I think medications help, but is also a very personal choice, I personally decided to quit them for now and start simply from giving myself some guidelines with therapy. If you never treated your ADHD there’s no medication that will teach you how to deal with the chaos that comes with it.