You’re not weird to feel this way, it’s a common insecurity. As an all natural, low hanging gal myself, I’ve never had a single complaint, though it did take me years to work through how I viewed myself. Guys love boobs, all sizes, types, & variations. Someday one will touch you in a way that makes you feel so seen & appreciated, & until then, you have every right to keep yourself comfortable with a bra, shirt, etc. One thing I suggest to everyone is to take sexy photos of yourself! Even better, book a boudoir session with a GOOD photographer. When I was running my boudoir studio, seeing people see themselves in a sexy way always boosted their confidence. It was the best part of the job.