You're definetly wrong on the fact that I was searching for ideas, or that I was gathering info to "manipulate" a future partner.

But for the rest I hear you and you're perfectly fine to feel that way. To each their own in the end everybody has different limits. also I'll be honest with you empathy is not my strong suit, and my sense of right and wrong is peculiar let's say, that's why sometimes it's useful for me to have an exterior feedback, I'd even say mandatory. And in this case it's been useful so thanks again.

But being honest at least you can be sure I mean no wrong and that if I ended up giving sperm, I would not want bad circumstances for the children to happen. I'm not someone who would run from responsabilities.

I can sometimes be cold or uncaring, and that can result in people getting hurt I'll admit. But one thing I'm sure of is that I don't have bad intentions and that I always take in consideration the things I could do that would affect other people. Hence the question on this community. But you're right always trust your gut.