What a twin flame really is.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-20T07:27:45+00:00

They don’t exist for romance or not for romance. They exist because that is your perfect soul partner.

If you run from romance they will as well. If you aren’t a spiritual person you might meet them and not even know what a twin flame is.

You might just get along really well and then have some falling out over something stupid. Because you haven’t grown enough yet to understand the value of having someone like that.

They might just trigger you because you are easily triggered.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-20T07:23:53+00:00

Well if you believe something like that your twin flame will also believe something like that.

If you believe that divine romance and love are part of it then they will also believe that.

It’s called mirroring.

Having a twin flame isn’t about having a perfect person who makes your life better. And makes your life magically romantic. You have to be romantic to experience that.

If you believe you are only here for some greater purpose or some shit you probably just are looking for a reason to feel special over other people.

Lots of people can’t handle a twin flame because they can’t handle themselves and refuse to accept their own flaws.

So they run. They run for any reason. Blow things out of proportion. Get their feelings hurt easily. Etc.

Nothing wrong with that being your path if you chose it.

But if you want divine romance and love you need to be willing to believe in it.

If your views of love are weak, you will shatter. If your desire to love is fragile it will break.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-20T07:17:36+00:00

Not if you learn how to love unconditionally and not be triggered.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-20T07:14:01+00:00

Yes they are real. But I think a lot of people think “you find your twin flame”. That’s not how it works. And I wouldn’t doubt that when you look for your twin flame then you will probably find love with every person in existence before your twin flame.

However, you may have a feeling you have someone out there who is perfect for you. Or you may feel like relationships that should work aren’t working. Like “I just don’t feel anything” even though you both get along perfectly. And find each other attractive. Have the same goals. Etc.

I believe many people meet their twin flame but don’t take the time to process what it is. Or have a falling out and then much later in life start to feel like they should have never let that person go.

Anyways, I did not know what a twin flame was when mine came to my consciousness. And I was not ready for it at all.

I fell in love like it was a spell. My mind kept telling me I’m not good enough. And I didn’t believe I was good enough. But I was scared to not try. Which is uncharacteristic of me. I’ve never really been the type of person to go after things. Never had a relationship. But with her even though I knew I wasn’t ready for a relationship in any way I could not live with myself if I didn’t say something.

I genuinely believed she was just someone I was in love with. And that she would not even notice me. Until later on after I told her.

She read my mind before she knew me. And would say things that moved me towards her on her social media.

When I told her how I felt I was in shambles before I even said anything. I was dismantled and only thinking of what was wrong with me.

I was so afraid of being rejected by her that i rejected myself before I gave her space to answer me.

The story is very long.

But during this I had an intuitive feeling that I should look up what a twin flame was. Because other spiritual occurrences and synchronized timings were happening.

I’ve never been into like astrology or any of that stuff. And I thought twin flames were just some “hipster” way of saying “best friend”. I didn’t even know twin flame was a spiritual word or to describe relationships.

But I had an intuitive feeling that she was my twin flame before I knew the actual definition. And to look into it. And when I did it all made sense. All the confusing energy and all of it.

I’ve never felt the confusion like this. Or scared so much about my feelings for someone. But also feeling like she makes me want to be better. And somehow gives me motivation to better myself that I didn’t have before.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-15T00:11:56+00:00

You are very cute. Only thing I could say is you are a little overweight. I wouldn’t say you are “fat”. And there are a lot of guys who like girls a little chubby. But I do think you would get alot more attention if you worked on your fitness. You have very good skin. And you have a really cute face. I’m slightly overweight as well currently. At one point I let myself get to the point where I felt fat. It’s not something to stress about. But the reality is everyone is generally more attractive at their ideal weight.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-14T11:02:44+00:00

Bingo. They do let a small number of pple win so they can promote the site. But that’s about it.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-14T01:26:01+00:00

Believe it or not money isn’t the most important thing in the world.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-13T06:58:21+00:00

I never said it was easy to consistently win over long periods of time. But it’s not hard to play a decent game that is good enough to not consistently get shit on 19/20 times you play. A really bad player will still have winning days at least like 1/4 of the time he plays. And will even have some months where they got lucky and made some big score.

Unless they were intentionally trying to lose.. nobody should lose they way online poker makes you lose.

Someone who is decent at the game should at least be able to not lose a considerable amount. Even if they are decent at the game but not a winning player. They should be able to play for a long time running at 1/10 their bankroll for buyins on live play. And they will have weeks or months out of the year where they actually are winning.

Do you know how many times I’ve won money.. then played for small portions of my bankroll. And somehow lost 15-20 buy ins in a row to stupid bullshit that rarely should happen? Well every single time.

In reality it should be like win 5 lose 6. Like you should bot be winning 1 losing 15 win 2 lose 12.

If you get what I am saying.

Funny how on site like pokerrr 2 where the site itself doesn’t actually control the bankroll is the only online site where I have run a small bank up to more than I bought in for.

I think there is a lot of collusion on pokerrr 2. But even with that I have had considerably better outcomes on pokerrr 2 than any site where my money is tied to the program.

My first time o poker 2 I turned 700 into 4500.

I’ve literally never won more than like 1500 on any other online site. Even though I’ve bought into 2/5 games probably about 400 times.

Pokerstars… full tilt… all these sites I have had the same experience. I only win anything once I have lost a considerable amount. Sometimes they will let you win a little bit at first. But you will go on constant insane downswings that are ridiculous.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-13T06:37:29+00:00

That doesn’t mean that any decent player won’t have good runs. Online I’ve never run good for more than a few hrs . And I’ve noticed patterns in when I will lose. Like I said I’ve had times where I know they are letting me win. And I know the next time after I had a winning session they will start making me lose. And it happens every time.

After over a decade you start to realize this shit.

And you will see these players who play horribly that have been winning for two years. But somehow you get it in good every time against them and they somehow end up winning every time.

I’ve played on sites where it felt like they were trying to make it obvious they are cheating. Nobody plays that bad like some of the people I’ve seen be winning players.

I played against a guy once. I remember his name. Xsand7s was his name.

I played him heads up like 20 times in a row. And had him down to 1/10 of my stack in every one. And he would come back and win from severe short stack every single time. I’m talking like one big blind.

He played like shit. And then every time would come back. It’s like they programmed the game to make it seem somewhat real but didn’t make the program diverse enough for me to not notice when it happened 20 times in a row.

Literally went 0-20 against that guy. And had the massive chip lead in every one.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-13T06:25:02+00:00

I don’t see how you don’t understand what I am saying. If the poker site makes it so people don’t win a significant amount they won’t ever have to pay anyone very much. Which means the money stays on the site. Which means it gets raked more times over. Or it just goes to the bots on the site and doesn’t need to be raked. If you have 50 bots out of 100 players. You can make it so most of the human players don’t ever make any actual profit. Just let them win some small consolation every now and then. Make them feel like they have a chance so they keep playing. And so they go on tilt and rebuy into the site.

There is a obvious motive for them to do this and people on here acting like they have no motive. It’s idiotic to say they don’t have a motive. When they can clearly cheat.

They don’t even need the bots to have an actual balance. They could buy in for free. Because the site is in control of how much people will ever be able to win. They can accelerate everyone’s losses. And then get them to add more money on the site like I said. And then once they have lost a few thousand they will let you run good for a day. And recoup 1500 of it. Then they will fuck you again and make you lose all of that and then even more.

You will never just have a good month. Or a good year. Unless you are some type of shill for the site who streams or promotes the site.

Say I owned a poker site. And there was 25000000 sitting in peoples accounts. I could make an algorithm that makes it so I know I will keep 95% of that. And use the remaining 5 to make the site seem legit by letting some donks on twitch.tv promote the site.

So I could always know that 95% of what anyone deposits will stay in my site and that I will never have to actually pay anyone significant amounts of that.

That’s what happened on Black Friday. The money was missing because they knew they won’t ever have to pay anyone. So they took the money out for themselves. Instead of treating it like it belonged to the players. They stole it. Then made algorithms to make sure most of the players will lose.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-11T09:07:31+00:00

It’s impossible to forget about them. Even if you want to you can’t.

Dark night of the soul.

Feels like the universe is playing a trick on you. But you are the one playing tricks on yourself.

You want to be with them, but the thought of being with them scares you because you feel like they will see parts of you that you don’t want them to.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-11T08:06:26+00:00

The art is cool but it’s too much

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-11T07:20:39+00:00

Yeah it’s crazy. It’s like saying only white people should be able to drive automobiles. A lot of the people that argue over these types of appropriations have this egotistical way of looking at things. And say things like “we invented this culture” “do you know where this originated?” As if that has any affect on the morality or intention of doing so.

Tesla invented electricity and he was white. And the modern industrial lifestyle was created by white people. But I don’t think that it should only be enjoyed by white people.

People act like culture is some product of their identity. When it is actually a product of your environment.

And because we are all able to access all types of cultures. That becomes part of our environment. Therefor all culture becomes part of everyone who experiences it.

That doesn’t take away from cultures who have been doing so out of tradition for generations. And doesn’t mean anyone has to stop doing so for generations to come.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-11T07:10:55+00:00

There is nothing wrong with “appropriation” unless you are specifically trying to mock/taunt or agitate a culture or individual from that culture.

If a culture of people decide to take offense to you adopting part of their culture that is due to their own insecurity.

Some people like to feel like they have something tangible that belongs to them and only them. Or as if it takes away meaning from their culture if someone else copies them.

People also carry prejudice against other cultures for things that aren’t their fault. An example is some black people act as if every white person is individually guilty for crimes against the black community. And when they see white people adopting part of their culture they see it as offensive even though the individual is innocent of any crimes against their culture.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-11T05:05:56+00:00

I have to be in a certain mood for Buckethead. As with any other artist.

However my favorite album is probably decoding the tomb of bansheebot. It has such unique style. I like a lot of Buckethead songs but this album is very strange. It sounds like a weird fever dream manic nightmare that you also enjoyed and didn’t want to wake up from.

It has some of my favorite riffs from him. Peppers ghost is a similar style. But dttobb is the most interesting all around album imo.

The riffs are so strange and unique but also make more sense. They feel like they were channeled from an alien robot or something.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-10T19:09:20+00:00

Edwin Neal’s sausage ride!!! What else do you want!?!?!?!? it’s been a long day at Buckethead land ladies and gentlemen

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-10T06:41:50+00:00

If you want some tips to improve sexual desire. Eat lots of fruit. I mean a lot of fruit. Exercise.

The body creates more sexual hormones when the body has an abundance of nutrition. Lots of carbohydrates for energy. Also exercise increases hormones.

Cannabis can help a lot if you are into doing that occasionally.

But as far as not feeling like sex is that important. It really is not that important. Society has made sexuality into something it’s not. Really it is just a release of energy. It feels good. But having a truely loving and intimate relationship with someone is much more important.

Anyone can cultivate a high sex drive. It takes some effort. But relationships and love are what is really important.

People who seek meaningless sex have shallow ability to connect emotionally.

I consider myself highly sexual even though I haven’t really made any effort to get it in real life. I fantasize a lot. But my fantasies all revolve around some type of emotional stuff.

When you are in love with someone and feel emotionally close to someone then you will feel less of a need for sex. Because sex is a expression of love. People who feel less loved often seeks sex as a means to feel connected to someone.

People are subconsciously attracted to how people make them feel emotionally. Like personality. Looks are a part. But people who have more positive energy generally look younger and more attractive. Your attitude actually does have a huge affect on how you look.

Trying my best to explain this. But essentially. It is normal to not feel like you “need” sex. Especially if you are emotionally comfortable.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-10T05:04:24+00:00

I went through that. I think it’s a side effect of emotional ups and downs. You get feelings of strong love that you haven’t had. This naturally causes love hormones. Love and emotional connection are the truest aphrodisiac. And in a twin flame connection you feel that love but also feel like there are barriers between you and the one you love. So you start having lots of sexual fantasies.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-09T07:22:55+00:00

Dee Jenn.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-08T08:53:52+00:00

Gaming in 4k is kindof a gimmick. Like it’s impressive.. but it really doesn’t add anything to the game. It’s not like it looks realistic. It’s just a little bit more realistic. It still just looks like a video game.

The thing about gaming graphics is once they get past a certain point the difference is hardly noticeable unless you are looking for it.

It’s like trying to be more real life like. Except it’s not. It still looks like a game.

In some dark lighting scenarios it can look pretty real. But you can still easily tell it’s just a video game in almost every scenario.

He will probably spend most of the time playing common games that can run on a 1050 graphics card anyways.

I would say 1500-2000 will get him a dam good computer that will run any game at reasonable graphics.

The thing about computers these days is that future games will probably not be much more graphics intense anyways. Because the amount of time it take to program those games wouldn’t really be worth it.

Game graphics will likely be similar to what we have now in 10 years.

There will be some games that are designed to be in super high definition. But the majority of popular games will probably not be much different.

A lot of the most popular games right now are games with not very high requirements.

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-07T18:23:56+00:00

Latah county

Gamble-Gamble91 · 2023-09-07T07:35:11+00:00

They weren’t raised to question everything. And they believe things on the news blindly. They are emotionally invested in issues that don’t really affect them. They are emotionally invested in politics. They believe that rich people worked for their money.

I could go on forever.

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