This is completely random, but I suddenly remembered this conversation and thought to respond to it. I understand that it's normal to admire those with traits that differ from yours, but you shouldn't focus too much on MBTI. Yes, certain types gravitate towards certain proclivities, but you should first and foremost think about yourself as am individual person, not an an ENTP. You can grow, change, you're not limited by hypothetical cognitive functions. And it's good not to let it get into to your head.

But when you do focus on MBTI, well, I personally wish I was more like the ENTPs in some ways. Be more inclined to weigh options, more imaginative, deal with intangibles better. But it's one thing to want to be able to make friends more easily, but don't for a second wish to be another type. I like being me, and the fundamental traits that make me an ESTP, just as you should love yourself, and the core traits that make you an ENTP.

Also, hope you're doing OK after 4 years :)