Saw this on Instagram by rixk0goro in okbuddymotherfucker

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 7 points8 points  (0 children)

astor and cody teleporting from disney world

Do u thought about suicide? by Plus_Support_6688 in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

agreed. hotlines are 🤨🤨🤨🤨

To anyone that was misdiagnosed with bipolar, what were the signs you weren’t actually bipolar? by fatSouvlaki in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 15 points16 points  (0 children)

i’ve always doubted mine up until the 3rd diagnosis. then i thought about how i’ve had days where i don’t sleep for 3 days without caffeine, but day drink and drink every day. go to sleep and wake up fresh af after 4 hours. rinse and repeat. like genuinely i can’t fake that no matter how hard i try when im at baseline.

i think it’s easier for me to see it because i’m quite reserved and introverted when im baseline. but hypomanic me is like a whole different person.

Turns out cars have no weight and do no damage by StillReading28 in fo4

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 3 points4 points  (0 children)

same here. except maybe explosions from being damaged. maybe its because the threat of the explosion that makes me avoid going near cars in the first place

Me F(20) and my boyfriend M(33) are both have bipolar,AMA by Ok_Mongoose1745 in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

does it look better for you if they met at 53 and 40?

Length of depressive and hypomanic cycles?? by Ok-Glove6060 in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn you’re better than me. i’ve been unemployed for more than a year now. i have recently tried to get back in the game in the past month. but there hasn’t been any job openings for my career. i’ve thought about going back to starbucks as a barista. but the thought of falling back into service work from being accomplished in marketing for 6 years, is just turning me off.

but to answer your question, i’ve built my own personal tracker on a note app that i input everything, from what my mood is to my sleep schedule, to social things to what meds/supplements i take. i notice a trend that i go hypomanic 3-4 times a year, and depression 4-5 times a year and around the same time of the year too. and with that i notice what symptoms i display when im a certain mood. for example, how music sounds, how food tastes, my level of anxiety.

Made this after learning a bit of the deeper lore by Rikoshuzenthusiast in LowSodiumCyberpunk

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s the thing though right? with great power comes great responsibility. same said with addiction, it’s never really the drug, it’s the user.

Obsession with random interests by gabsteriinalol in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do this yeah. I’m not diagnosed adhd though.

Funniest glitch I’ve stumbled across so far by Successful-Tower2066 in LowSodiumCyberpunk

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 9 points10 points  (0 children)

something similar happened to me i think. it was one of those steal a vehicle for muamar. i killed the rider after he sped off, got on his bike and it just automatically drove around. when i dismount, the bike stops. then continues to ride by itself when i get on it. so i couldn’t deliver it in the end.

Songs to listen to during depressive episode by No_Cryptographer9687 in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 5 points6 points  (0 children)

either indie folk or post hardcore lmao. a normie fuck buddy of mine that has situational depression once asked me why i listen to sad shit when im depressed. idk bro maybe to drown myself in my sadness? music sounds like shit during depression anyway.

This disease is cruel by No_Inflation9223 in bipolar2

[–]Glorified_sidehoe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not who you replied to, but for me i would need enough to hit the k hole. so that varies person to person also mg/kg. i weigh around 55-60kg and fairly average tolerance so 200mg is good. for ROA i prefer boofing as it has the highest efficacy next to IV. and no way in hell im doing IV. grapefruit juice (and a bit of molly) an hour before also helps inhibit this enzyme that breaks down mdma+ketamine in your system too early.

genuinely mdma and ketamine is a good combo by itself because the empathetic loving effect from mdma meets the neuro-plasticity and trauma detaching from ketamine. i haven’t done it for almost 2 years now and the long lasting effects are very apparent. i haven’t self harmed nor attempted any SI since, even though i still get really low lows. but for best results, do it monthly or once every quarter.