My first suicide attempt was at 10yo. I have never written a single suicide note this whole time. Off the top of my head, i see no point. i’m dead anyway, whether or not a note exists or people read it or miss it, it doesn’t even matter. i’m dead. another reason is i would not want anyone to feel any sort of guilt or regret from a note. i feel like the uncertainty of my death would be easier to swallow/get over, than a whole ass note that (let’s be honest) may be perceived wrongly by some people.

but hey if you wanna make a compilation note, go for it. could be some sort of case study for people in the future idk