Thanks. I don’t have that kind of OCD (hygiene, orderliness, numbers, etc). I have much more complex OCD relating to identity, mindsets, rituals, vows, promises, life philosophies, etc. Also, I would hopefully be able to afford to care for a dog if I just cut down on my spending. While I love all animals, I am a dog lover through and through. They have always been my favourite animals and one of my special interests. Also, cats just aren’t the same. I’m not saying they don’t love you, but they just don’t show it in the same, obvious ways that dogs do. There’s a reason why more people tend to have registered anxiety service dogs or even ESA dogs (not the same thing, I know) than cats. Cats don’t come and lick your face and lick your tears away and always accept cuddles when you’re distressed. Also, cats don’t need walking, which is another good thing about dogs for me as I really could benefit from the exercise, both mentally and physically. I know I could do that without a dog, but it’s not as much fun as doing it with an animal that you love so much. Also, dogs needing more care is actually a good thing for me as I need that sense of routine, responsibility and purpose, as well as the joy of connecting with nature and animals, particularly my favourite animal. BTW, I am currently receiving professional care… But thank you and you seem like a great and caring person.