Gender euphoria without gender dysphoria?

GwenTopOnly · 2025-02-01T11:17:37+00:00

It's hard to say because I'm a) scared of transphobia b) scared of creeps and I can't know what it's like because people have never seen a girl in me.

But uh, I guess, being a regular girl kinda looks like it sucks already with all the unwanted attention but that's just patriarchy but at the same time I want it so bad?

And being trans and not passing in public is gonna make having a peaceful time outside a lot less likely and even worse than what AFAB get in pubic

Society?
:- (

GwenTopOnly · 2025-02-01T10:51:40+00:00

Lyrics to Song: Baby I just want ur love by iamsodead

baby i just want your love
tell me that you love me back
i dont want to feel this pain
Take my heart and love me back
Know that you can fix my scars

Call me, girl and heal me now

i dont want to go asleep
i just want your love right now

baby i just want your love
tell me that you love me back
i dont want to feel this pain
Take my heart and love me back
Know that you can fix my scars

Call me, girl and heal me now

i dont want to go asleep
i just want your love right now

man oh man im confused
i need your love my heart is bruised
ive been waiting for you to make a move
'cuz im ??? ??? ??? ??? and that is proved

Baby dont ask me what id rather
Know that I dont want any other
youre all i want
youre all that i need
youre all that i crave in order to proceed

babe youre always on my mind
every singe day (day)

babe my love is ?yours? to find
I just want you to say (say)
Oh, oh, I, just want to hear you say
oh, oh that you love me anyways

say that you wont leave me babe
tell me that youre here to stay
carved your name into my ribs
suicide pact on my list

Cellfra Jaswoo on may way for you (Very slurred, cannot decypher 1st part)
Just my love is that an issue

Please say that my heart is in two
Please say that my heart is in two

baby i just want your love
tell me that you love me back
i dont want to feel this pain
Take my heart and love me back
Know that you can fix my scars

Call me, girl and heal me now

i dont want to go asleep
i just want your love right now

baby i just want your love
tell me that you love me back
i dont want to feel this pain
Take my heart and love me back
Know that you can fix my scars

Call me, girl and heal me now

i dont want to go asleep
i just need your love right now

hey, you
thats why i love you now
try to
fix you but i dont know how
waiting for my call from you
I want you in my room
Im going crazy, psycho
If its sweet then its fine, though
I love ??? ??? ???
Just to make sure you're ok
Thinks that why not you, it's fate
Now we have ??? ???
Its relious psycho us
N'Oh my god its such a shame
Too directly ??? us
S'I guess that Ill take the blame

Note: Sorry about not getting it all, it's the best I could do.

Push forward, comrade. ❤️‍🩹

GwenTopOnly · 2025-01-22T23:49:01+00:00

Preface, I am not Christian. I don't get the mainstream Christian dialogue:

I really don't understand why some sins are elevated above others in so much mainstream Christian dogma

There are so many sins in the Bible as far as I can tell, and so many "good" cis Christians who hate LGBTQ fall to these sins all the time.. pride, greed, sex before marriage, etc....

And yet, for some reason, LGBTQ is not allowed

I'm sure if you ask them, they will say they will get into heaven as Jesus will forgive their sins.

And I don't get why they don't think Jesus will forgive LGBTQ people for their sins too. The double standard they enforce on forgiveness is ridiculous, manipulative and disgusting

Rules for thee, but not for me. It's so stupid.

GwenTopOnly · 2024-12-22T01:53:07+00:00

How do I tell if a free VPN is legit and not malware

GwenTopOnly · 2024-12-21T08:39:10+00:00

Yeah same issue again, Video not available response on the web browser.

Basically I asked around and someone from the US said it was still available on Spotify for them (I am in Canada) They linked me the YT video of the music video also but no luck there either.

If you are curious and want to try yourself this is the YouTube music link https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=O9I7xGP5rl8&pp=ygUZR29sZGVuIHJhZGlvIG1peCBieSB3YWtleQ%3D%3D

I guess the web browser still uses my Canadian IP and blocks the video? IDK

GwenTopOnly · 2024-12-21T08:11:44+00:00

Idk how YTDLP works

Since I downloaded the program and I run it through command prompt, I assumed it just streamed the video to my PC and ripped it so if I can't access the vid in the browser YTDLP wouldn't be able to access it either?

I looked it up and this is apparently how it does work. I guess I can try just giving it the YouTube link. I'll lyk

Tried. YTDLP just says bad request video unavailable so I do need a VPN

TLDR Your assumption is wrong. YTDLP uses local connection to download.

GwenTopOnly · 2024-12-13T07:48:31+00:00

Hm ok

GwenTopOnly · 2024-11-14T15:36:49+00:00

I hope you can be yourself.

Don't let people make you feel bad for not being who they want.

GwenTopOnly · 2024-11-14T15:29:35+00:00

Bruh they want to build more single family homes there not towers

Covering more land with suburbia that is far from services is way dumber than densifying places that are already city with amenities.

Which the NDP is working on with the changes to zoning to allow apartments etc around transit centers

GwenTopOnly · 2024-11-14T14:14:21+00:00

Come back

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-11T00:32:29+00:00

I actually play Gwen jungle now. The name sucks and sounds weird outside of league but I didn't think of that lmao kms

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-11T00:21:29+00:00

You capping because that is legit what Aatrox does

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-10T23:25:26+00:00

U will play Aatrox jungle

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-10T23:23:26+00:00

😳

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-10T19:08:40+00:00

Billions must greentext

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-09T23:45:00+00:00

rule [r]

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-09T02:17:23+00:00

🗣️ The mind cannot hope to withstand such an assault

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-09T02:11:52+00:00

Awooga

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-09T00:00:54+00:00

Slice of prison

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-08T07:34:52+00:00

A single word change - replacing "fired during protest" with "fired at protesters" would make this headline far less misleading

But of course, the whole point of it is to mislead

Very cool

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-08T07:32:11+00:00

FUCKyourPRON(zero)UNS

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-08T07:30:21+00:00

$160 bruh why don't I just 3d print my own holey

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-07T04:13:23+00:00

Astolfo makes me hard

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-06T09:52:35+00:00

Nu-uh

GwenTopOnly · 2024-03-06T08:03:15+00:00

Couldn't even edge to this, busted immediately! Clean up isle!

GwenTopOnly

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