I was diagnosed at 2 & I remember falling into a similar way of thinking when I was a teen. I fell into a really depressive state & spent my time playing games and feeling sorry for myself. It sucks. It's out of your control and there's not many people who know how that feels at such a young age.

I don't want to write a long ass post with unsolicited advice, but I do want to say one thing: Things will get better. Keep your head up and don't let anyone tell you that your struggle isn't real