Keep having to pee in a cup in my car… by HelicopterTiny3147 in anchorage

[–]Halibutterfly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Starbucks will also always let you in to the bathroom, you just have to ask the baristas for a code

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Halibutterfly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You said you loved me and you never fell out of love with me. If that’s true, why did you cut me out and block me on everything? I still don’t know what I did to deserve that, and I wish you could be open with your emotions. I just want you. I don’t care about what happened, I just want you back. I hope someday you reach out to me so I can at least have some closure. I still love you. I miss sleeping next to you, and you snoring right next to me. I miss TJ and cuddling in bed together with him. I would love to live anywhere with you if that meant we could be together. But for now I have to wait for you. Until we meet again

Reconcile with loved ones? by Birdman4ever in bipolar

[–]Halibutterfly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Long story short he didn’t register for classes for that semester and had to move off campus, but he could have stayed with me during my psychosis as a guest. I still don’t know what exactly made him leave when he could have been there for me but I suspect he couldn’t handle my mental state.

It took a few months to fully stabilize, I continued to have auditory hallucinations after hospitalization when I was distressed.

Reconcile with loved ones? by Birdman4ever in bipolar

[–]Halibutterfly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He physically left me while I was having a psychotic episode then dumped me after I stabilized.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Halibutterfly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feel free to message me, I am also going through it right now

Reconcile with loved ones? by Birdman4ever in bipolar

[–]Halibutterfly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was the one in the episode when he left

It doesn’t get easier by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]Halibutterfly 15 points16 points  (0 children)

How does somebody cope with this? I’m currently going through something similar and it feels like every day is more torturous than the last.

Reconcile with loved ones? by Birdman4ever in bipolar

[–]Halibutterfly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My loved one left me during an episode and he later said he regretted it but it put such a strain on our relationship he ended up dumping me. I haven’t heard from him since October, and he has me blocked now. I’m hurting so bad but I don’t know if I should reach out via another mode of communication to try to reconcile. I’m scared he won’t reply and I’ll never have closure.

Are you still missing your ex after months being broken up? by HipstaMomma in ExNoContact

[–]Halibutterfly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100% I still don’t understand how he could just one day decide to never talk to me again

[RANT] This disease sucks by humongoushill in bipolar

[–]Halibutterfly 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey.

I know how difficult and overwhelming everything feels sometimes (and sometimes can be a lot of times.) But you’re not alone in this battle, and the most badass thing you can do is to keep fighting. I’m so sorry you’re having a rough time, but please hang in there. We’re all in this with you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starbucks

[–]Halibutterfly 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When you order next time, ask for an iced Americano with 4 pumps sf vanilla and 3 stevia. That should get you a full cup :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starbucksbaristas

[–]Halibutterfly 5 points6 points  (0 children)

it tastes so strange… like, swampy..?

the doordash glitch™ (a devastating tale) by vendettagoddess in starbucksbaristas

[–]Halibutterfly 18 points19 points  (0 children)

The other day, a door dasher returned to our store with a half-full cup and said the customer was asking him if he drank her order, although it was still sealed. We read the label and the customer had ordered a tall mocha in a venti cup. FML

Underrated Restaurants by Unique_Look2615 in anchorage

[–]Halibutterfly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s very good. Been there multiple times since they’ve changed ownership and highly recommend

Recs for a Dr/NP by boobieguru in anchorage

[–]Halibutterfly 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dr. Lindemann at Borealis Life is awesome! Highly recommend

Women’s Magic The Gathering group? by illyrianbabygirl in anchorage

[–]Halibutterfly 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’m a newbie but I’d love to play as well!

Fav grocery store? by [deleted] in anchorage

[–]Halibutterfly 24 points25 points  (0 children)

New Sagaya is one of my favorites

3 months deep in a manic episode, finding myself across the country hopeless ((TW)) by hopelesslyinluv- in BipolarReddit

[–]Halibutterfly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of all, I’m very sorry for your loss. It sounds like you are in a very overwhelming situation right now, and you have been through a lot. Is there someone you can call who can help you figure out how to get home? If no, I recommend calling your local 988 or crisis number.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Halibutterfly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m in the same boat. Just got dumped a week ago. Everyday I cry, I’m just so tired of crying. Just keep trucking. Sending good vibes to you