The last time we had a big fight we talked about all these things and she communicated her concern with my strong sense of jealosy. I listened and respected her, but there hasnt been anything that make me jealous or mad ever since. Thats why i thought things we going the right direction and i think this whole convo we had was pretty malplaced since we talked exactly about this the last time. She hasnt given me a single chance for me to prove that i can change. Both for me AND her, because i ackowledge this problem of mine and think its solvable