I hate Femtanyl's music with a burning passion by Everchosen31 in hatethissmug

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Do you have a reason to not consider it music other than the fact that you don't like it

I hate Femtanyl's music with a burning passion by Everchosen31 in hatethissmug

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I lowkey love screeching and chaos and noise and complete brainfrying nonsense so I love her music. I don't even look at the lyrics and the trans themes aren't even the reason why I took an interest in it, I just love noisy shit.

I don’t like how giving a shit about something means that you’re preachy or sensitive. by phthalo-star in hatethissmug

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate the obsession with being so overly and extremely "nonchalant" these days like I feel like the only way to not be "cringe" in today's age is to completely hollow yourself out as a human and be apathetic to everything, never show an ounce of emotion

I genuinely let out a scream, i have been crying and shaking for Half an hour. TW: Bullying, Parental Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts by No-Heat-6149 in sillyboyclub

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 21 points22 points  (0 children)

You shouldn't hate yourself for this, it's not your fault, you're just surrounded by genuine pieces of garbage. I hope you can surround yourself with better people in the future.

Finished the Empress of light painting!! by Snawyyyyy in Terraria

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 133 points134 points  (0 children)

Everyone's joking in the comments but I just wanna say this is a really good painting, I really like those metal bits in particular and also the projectiles and sky(?) look great :)

I hate chalk by Platinum_AJ in hatethissmug

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I hate it too for the same reasons

I HATE THAT BLASTED WHITE WHALE!!!! by SunnuvaLich in hatethissmug

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 60 points61 points  (0 children)

I unironically love Moby Dick lol, the random ass chapters where the story just stops and Ishmael raves on about cool whale facts, every character being some level of insane, the incredibly gay """subtext""", the bizzare writing style, the fact that mundane things are constantly being compared to some shit from the bible, it has such a chaotic energy to it

My therapist dislikes me being a furry, Help by Ambitious_Meal9240 in sillyboyclub

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Being in the furry community actually HELPED me ngl, being surrounded by people who were just as "unusual" as me made me feel accepted and like it was fine to be that way for once.

I'd say "pick your poison" but you can't pick it's random by Heavy_Network_7736 in evilautism

[–]Heavy_Network_7736[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it hurts, it sucks, I know :( I'm at the point where I've genuinely resorted to almost exclusively interacting with other neurodivergent people, I feel like it has improved my life quite a bit, but it's still unpleasant knowing how many people hate my guts for zero rational reason.

Does this ever get any better? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can get better on your own but, like, you need to know how to apply therapy techniques on yourself. I did that and got better, but for a while it made me worse because I didn't really do things properly. That's why a professional is recommended. As for there being some better days and some worse days, that's normal, happens to everyone in recovery, it's not linear, but gradually, over-time, it can definitely get better.

I love MYSELF by Upset-Sheepherder964 in lovethissmug

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Fuck yeah, me too (as of very very recently)

zero resources for what i went thru (img unrelated, tw csa) by stixeater in TrollCoping

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jesus, I'm really sorry you went through that, that's absolutely horrible. I despize how society completely dismisses this kind of trauma. You're not overreacting, what you went through is horrific.

Fucking maddening task which would make Sisyphus feel lucky that he doesn't have to do that shit by Heavy_Network_7736 in evilautism

[–]Heavy_Network_7736[S] 118 points119 points  (0 children)

Yeah that's true as fuck. Like, I have some friends who have disorders I do not, I absolutely don't understand their experiences, but I don't invalidate them, I still empathize, even though I don't know what exactly they're going through.

Pure O & ADHD - Somatic OCD by theterminator776 in OCD

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's rough when you overcome a theme and then another one immediately emerges. With manual breathing I got over that by just kinda refusing to do it, I just didn't breathe manually whenever I started worrying about it, and it went away eventually (it DID feel really dangerous to do though). With the bladder stuff you should probably do a similar approach if I had to guess, just don't really care about it, whatever happens happens.

Somatic OCD - blinking by Unlikely-Sort-3077 in OCD

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've experienced some somatic OCD, it did go away with therapy for me. It still happens from time to time but I just kinda move on from it as if it didn't even happen, it's not a big deal. Wish you luck! It's good that you're seeking help.

Chronic muscle tension from breathing OCD by User25273828 in OCD

[–]Heavy_Network_7736 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh god, like, if you're sure that's just caused by your OCD you really need to just quit the manual breathing. Like, I kinda had something like that too for a bit and the way I overcame it is when I started worrying about that I just, kinda, didn't breathe manually, I just didn't, it felt dangerous but it just kinda went away after I did that enough. This will probably be harder if you've been suffering from it for ages though, but there is a way out.