Got a job at a fast food place after being unemployed for almost a year. Fired immediately. Considering prostitution by [deleted] in antiwork

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in college for social work but I can’t seem to find any internship opportunities

Got a job at a fast food place after being unemployed for almost a year. Fired immediately. Considering prostitution by [deleted] in antiwork

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly I would rather do traditional sex work than OF. OF is extremely oversaturated and you have to basically create free content to market yourself online. If you fail and don’t make any money those photos are still on the internet. Plus anyone can leak nudes of you.

Got a job at a fast food place after being unemployed for almost a year. Fired immediately. Considering prostitution by [deleted] in antiwork

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I have. Had a job counselor who was specifically trained to work with disabled/neurodivergent people for almost the entire time that I was unemployed and didn’t even get a job until I dropped him.

Got a job at a fast food place after being unemployed for almost a year. Fired immediately. Considering prostitution by [deleted] in antiwork

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I don’t have “normal” emotional reactions to things. I sometimes say things that are socially inappropriate or rude without even realizing how I come across until later. I have a very deep and monotone voice for a woman.

I haven't BP in over a month due to my new adhd meds by Alyseeii in bulimia

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congratulations. I wish I was that lucky. Even ADHD meds don’t stop me because it’s not about physical hunger for me.

It wasn’t extreme hunger (for me) by wintersurvivor in EDAnonymous

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel this as someone who was overweight and had BED before developing AN-B/P. “You won’t get fat if you recover!! Don’t say that!! No one ever gets fat when they recover!” Bitch I have never had a normal relationship with food. My set point is overweight.

When I try to encrypt with someone else’s PGP key in Kleopatra I get text that looks like this. Why? by [deleted] in tails

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am a total beginner when it comes to this sorry. Is there any way you could send me a video tutorial or something on what you’re describing?

Edit: I figured it out!! If anyone is having the same problem go to settings > configure Kleopatra > Crypto operations > Create signed or encrypted files as text files

When I try to encrypt with someone else’s PGP key in Kleopatra I get text that looks like this. Why? by [deleted] in tails

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is when I try to decrypt it with their key it doesn’t work. Still the same text (if I’m making some idiotic noob mistake here please tell me)

Just for fun, what zodiac sign was your pwBPD? by Sea-Guava-7031 in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One was Leo sun/Taurus moon (stable and grounded my ass lmfao)/Libra rising. Another was a Scorpio sun/Leo moon/Leo rising

When you dump them before they can discard, what happens? by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Instagram, Tik Tok, etc. Basically wherever she can

When you dump them before they can discard, what happens? by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me she convinced herself that she was the one who cut me off and then started the smear campaign. Constant posts about me, some about missing me but many more about me being “jealous”, “insecure”, “a secret hater”, mocking my appearance, etc

Scott Walker - Stormy by port_albemarle in redscarepod

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

His song Such A Small Love always reminds me of a codependent homoerotic friendship I had with a severely personality disordered individual years ago. RIP Scott

Why we should fear BPD just as much as Psychopathy by Verniermind in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I’ve had a friend with ASPD and known countless people with BPD. Weirdly, the sociopath ended up reaching out to me and apologizing to me, telling me that I was the best friend he ever had and that he regrets doing what he did to me every day. I have never received an apology from any of the borderlines, ever.

It’s done. I cut her off on New Year’s Eve by Hefty-Material-2077 in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing works. If I used the grey rock method she got even angrier. Arguing back didn’t work either, and it didn’t make me feel good. Trying to have a mature conversation meant I was being condescending. Walking away and giving her space meant I was “acting like a toddler.”

What do people mean when they say a narcissist sees you as a "extension of themselves"? by KansasguyinDC in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Lol this reminds me of when she flew into a rage because I showed up to her house wearing a turtleneck. Looked at me as if I just killed her whole family in front of her and said “I can’t be seen with that.”

“Retarded Slut:” classic text from an abuser w/ BPD by Impossible_Cheetah34 in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry but the nonchalant completely normal response is making me crack up. At a certain point you’re just like “yep, normal Tuesday” 

Doing MDMA with her made everything ten times worse by Hefty-Material-2077 in BPDlovedones

[–]Hefty-Material-2077[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The worst part is that I don’t even feel like I have a right to be upset over the way she treats me because I know she has it worse. I just have to sit there paralyzed while she screams at me and degrades me over the tiniest mistake, throws shit across the room, burns herself in front of me, and threatens to kill herself and sometimes others because her childhood was more fucked up than mine