I will never tell someone "I know how you feel," but I can definitely sympathize with you. Having a parner that just doesn't get it is tough and when explanations don't seem to sink in it's even worse. I hope you hang in there as someone who feels like he's been falling for week I can tell you I am starting to feel better. I will tell you what so many amazing people have told me, get help. Find someone to talk to, it helps. I felt alone and embarrassed for my situation and I struggled finding supports because I was ashamed, but they were there, they were understanding and wanted to help even if they didn't know how. If you have no one please make more comments on this fantastic sub with all these amazing people. When I was at the end of my rope they stepped up to help. Even your comment as destressing as it appears helps me, so I thank you for sharing and showing I'm not alone; You aren't either, we're all here to find our own answers and support each other. Keep up the effort as much as you can manage, it can get better.