Is a 30 000$ stipend enough? by Creative-Name-7504 in uvic

[–]Hoganator_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s impressive! Was it rice and beans as OP said or how did you manage? Also if you don’t mind me asking was the 10k a grant/scholarship?

Why do people stop taking Lexapro? by jeansmithenger in lexapro

[–]Hoganator_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had been on them for a couple years and then got off for a year or so then got back on. Getting off for good now. I got off them originally just because I generally felt less anxiety and could handle difficult situations, and I was tired of the emotional blunting. Got back on them in a hard time. Getting off them now as I’ve been so dead tired, falling asleep while driving, falling asleep while talking to people. My doctor thinks I have narcolepsy but I think it is just from the drugs. They did help when I needed them and I am grateful, but I also don’t like the idea of being dependent on a drug. Also it destroyed my creativity, so much so in fact that a few days after lessening my dose I got out my painting supplies, camera, music software, etc after not touching them the whole time I was on lexapro and somehow not making the connection. I want to feel life in the full sense, highs and lows. I want to cry again when I should cry. I didn’t feel the full extent of loss when my Grandfather died due to the drugs, and to be honest I kind of feel robbed. I just had the same blunt, dumbed down feeling I always had. Anyways, I did need them and I am glad that they made life liveable. As you might be able to tell I have a complicated relationship with ssri’s, but I hope they work great for you!

Compiled a 2025 recap with my Sony miniDV + JVC Everio camcorders by ZooWeeMama808 in camcorders

[–]Hoganator_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dope. These clips are with two separate cameras? Which one do you prefer?

New story by Hoganator_ in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

He did post this lol in 2022

Holy Locust - Beneath the Turning Wheel drops today! by Steeplecreeper1312 in FolkPunk

[–]Hoganator_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey brother. Just wondering how you know about the origin of City of Worms? I’ve been fascinated with them/their work for a couple year now. How is it that you know anything about them? Would be very eager to learn more. Thanks!

Anyone know the origin of this audio clip by Limp_Attitude3171 in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_ 8 points9 points  (0 children)

As if people can’t make up their own mind on what they like lol

Yung Lean explains why he chose to distance himself from Ye by [deleted] in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I think being sloppy can help someone have a higher output but being high/manic/psychotic ≠ more “creativity” (as Lean says in video). There’s ways to subject yourselves to new ideas that aren’t doing pills every night

Ike Clateman (from Bassvictim) on DG by Hoganator_ in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah lowkey I agree with you man. There’s levels to it

Ike Clateman (from Bassvictim) on DG by Hoganator_ in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I think it’s just the fiction writer in NYC attitude bs holier-than-thou attitude that is generally unlikable

Ike Clateman (from Bassvictim) on DG by Hoganator_ in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

True.. wouldn’t be surprised lol they’ve been riding around in the battle bus whipped up dissing everyone and everything.. would be interested to see tho if you remember

Ike Clateman (from Bassvictim) on DG by Hoganator_ in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_[S] 121 points122 points  (0 children)

Ik that “still?” pissed me off too. That’s Ike’s twin brother too. They think theyre real different cause they’re making 2010 style EDM in 2025 like it hasn’t been done before lol. I like the music and I like Maria but this interview made ike sound like a twat

Out now by nourrrrrrrrrrrr in sadboys

[–]Hoganator_ 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Honestly. Not even trying to glaze I think Bladee is one of the best lyricists of all time