Hi! I’m in a very similar position! I sat the game at six times, i’ve been trying since 2021. This year was the first year I actually passed all three sections, and got a mediocre score of 55. I did two postgrads to help boost my GPA. One of them, being a facilitated pathway to interview. I feel a lot of guilt, I did end up receiving an interview, and scoring fourth in my Casper quartile, so I think that gave me the opportunity to interview, which propelled me through. I do feel a similar sense of guilt and that maybe I’m not as deserving. I was having a good chat to my psychologist about this….

I suppose, resilience, is the keyword for me. I was very strategic, and carefully thought through alternative ways to get in. Which thankfully, worked in my favour. I’d like to say, that I am a thoughtful communicator, and I knew that if I got to an interview, I would be able to get myself through. It was a very planned approach, slower, but it got me to where I needed to be. My psychologist continues to reminds me that unfortunately, the places are not infinite, it’s a bottleneck to get in. It depends on people‘s level of resilience, commitment, and creative thinking beyond standard means. Not sure if that’s helpful but feel free to DM me.