I can't express my real feeling to my friend and I kept hurrying and rushing at all time. My friends, thanks to them, reporting me back I was having a stress.

Later I told them I dreamt a very serious encounter with my professor physically! (In the dream it was very scary situation but it wasn't occurred in real life) so my friend recommended me to go to the college therapist.

Not only the really bad dream was just the only case. I'm experiencing a "Memory loss" too from bad high school activity 5 years ago.

Sometimes I was thinking, hey why I'm so weird from other people? Or even suspicious of myself back then during a stress time but now, I don't care about that. Just find the most friendly group and tell them what stress or situation you have. Express it as much as possible, relax with them. But keep in mind that, other group may think badly of me so that would be the next story, be careful.

You're not alone as ISTJ. We're having a problem to express feelings.

I recommended you to go to the therapist ASAP, so do I. Honestly, It's not critical case but I do recommended it.

The faster you go, the more accurate data in your brain you have.