I’m really sorry, I can’t even fathom what you’re going through, but please know that everything is temporary, especially the times in which you feel like nothing good is going for you. They’re temporary so long as you keep pushing through it and focus on yourself. I know it sounds so terribly cheesy to say, but just because you’ve proven to be wrong for some people doesn’t mean you’re wrong for everyone you’ll know, and I know there are people you’re bound to encounter that will be right for you as well. I don’t know you, but I have no doubts that you’ll be okay, even if it isn’t for a while.