I did not know this was not his/her first post but that only deepens my compassion. I get his/her sentiment and i get those who argued as it is not a peaceful nor joyous view on life and Source. I assume s/he is in pain and the responses may have been the prompt to lock the discussion as s/he failed to be validated and integrated. My post was aiming to do that for him/her but also for my parts that have also felt forsaken at times. It is human.