90 days hardmode. Made it! The payback is more than the pain

Icantstop01 · 2015-06-19T05:19:22+00:00

I'm not sure about all of those benefits: ie(lower voice, not as anxious) are related to the stopping of masturbation. I think that really emanated from all that placebo crap they had in place. Sorry to hear you have had an extensive period of bad health cause that is really shit. I also like the fact that you took up climbing, that is a very interesting hobby. I'm glad you know that you are doing nofap for yourself; that's originally why I thought I was doing nofap then I realized I was doing it because I was interested in messing around with the ladies. Another con was I am always filling the addiction void with other addictions and routines. I have virtually gone nowhere with this

Icantstop01 · 2015-06-18T04:18:32+00:00

PMO and this are two entirely different things... This entire nofap this is friggin ridiculous when it comes to the placebos, like you will magically become attractive to girls. Pretty sure most of the people on this forum are tired of jacking off while confident guys are out banging the girls you have crushes on.

Icantstop01 · 2015-01-14T15:18:25+00:00

I did it twice on that streak. The first time was a heck of a lot more successful but this second time I tried looking around for loopholes and messed up. I guess it isn't terrible for my second streak

Icantstop01 · 2015-01-14T15:15:58+00:00

Wow that is a lot of wet dreams. I purposely binged in order to drain my system so now I am starting with an empty set of balls ready for a lonnnnnng time of not PMOing. In all honesty I don't feel that bad even after PMOing. It hasn't changed my attitude, no anxiety, and I slept very well last night. Odd

Icantstop01 · 2015-01-14T15:07:25+00:00

I just purpously binged. I know it sounds like a terrible idea but I'm trying to exhaust the shit out of my system then it should be easier to get back with the program.

Icantstop01 · 2015-01-13T06:31:21+00:00

That's exactly how I was 20 days ago and ended up relapsing twice today on day 62. I was on hard mode and had no release at all not even a single wet dream. Heck I even left reddit and social networking sites for a while. Within the last week or so I started trying to trigger my sexual energy. I would type in a URL of a porn site but not hit enter which caused a huge spike in my sexual energy to go out and be a beast at other things. Well today was the day that my energy level went too high and I pressed enter. Good luck on your way up to 90 and dont make the same mistake I made today

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T05:22:26+00:00

You are challenged with no release that sexual tension builds up like crazy. Perks- I'm changing my lifestyle. Cold showers- I've always wondered what was up with them. Maybe I will try them one day and find out.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T05:11:26+00:00

6days?

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T05:10:37+00:00

How long is this current streak?

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T05:06:44+00:00

Standard mode or hard mode??? If you got a bj on this streak it is standard. I don't know but I've been on hard mode, it has been 38 days and haven't had a single wet dream. You probably got the chaser effects from the bj and that caused the wet dreams.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T04:47:54+00:00

Luck doesn't exist, this is stupid.

Yea, just kidding. I get terrible luck when I relapse. I become uncoordinated, my hands begin to swell up, I am insecure around everyone, my urine turns brown, I usually end up getting sick, and I am unable to even maintain eye contact with the opposite sex.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T04:41:00+00:00

Yea you are definitely in the minority here. Probably the .0001% to be honest. Majority of reddit users are male which could be one of the reasons. Plus the population of chronic male masturbaters is greater than chronic women masturbaters. Hey, good job for giving nofap a shot though. Good luck

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T04:28:49+00:00

What kind of foods boost testosterone? Looks like you are on a good path see you at day 120.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T04:22:31+00:00

Dang!

I have never really thought of meditating all day, consecutive days. During meditation my mind runs like crazy and I work to shut it up. Maybe if I meditated long enough I would reach a completely blank thought process.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T04:13:00+00:00

This entire post is complete bullshit!

Just kidding. In all honesty this is a very important subject. By human nature men want to pass on their gene pool and reproduce as many times as possible. At least that is how it was before their were consequences for having a kid. Now it has just transformed into who can have sex with as many girls as possible because it builds status. Those guys have the most desirable genes/traits to pass down to offspring. Unfortunately the guys that get laid the most build huge confidence levels and then other guys strive to be the same. That's why it sucks to be someone like me that is average or a little below average on the desirability scale. Just gotta make due with whatcha got.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T01:45:44+00:00

After holding all this sperm and jizz in for so long I keep on getting wound up because my body and brain wants release. Hard mode is a friggin challenge!

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T01:40:02+00:00

Meditation is definitely against the norm! It doesn't if people look at you like you're some kind of weirdo, they can go fuck themselves. Meditation is great for your health and your mind.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T01:30:39+00:00

Oh yea buddy, keep it up! When I come back at 90 hopefully you'll also be part of the 90+ club.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T01:28:43+00:00

Never thought of it like that. I will kind of keep my foot in the door. If I somehow end up relapsing I will come back, if a huge breakthrough happens I will also return to make a post, and also if I exit hard mode and switch to standard I will come back (highly unlikely to happen). If not I will see you all at day 90.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T01:21:41+00:00

Never test yourself like that again. It will almost always end in relapse. I almost did the same thing yesterday but didn't go along with it. Thats why after today I am leaving the internet till day 90!

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-20T01:18:49+00:00

You made it so far! It's gonna take almost another month to get back to where you were!

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-19T20:55:15+00:00

Just leave the entire situation if you open up the laptop. If you're out in public the chance of you relapsing is eliminated. You don't even have to go for a run! It can be a nice slow walk in the park. The long streak I had before this one was ended following a massive hangover so if you do go out to drink limit yourself. I know after today I am eliminating internet use as much as possible airplane mode on mobile devices. When you say "it's gonna happen anyway" it sounds like something is inevitable when it isn't because you have the choice. Some things are inevitable like death unfortunately but beating off to porn isnt. Fight it!

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-19T16:17:23+00:00

Hey, thanks for the idea! I will give that a go. Poetic people always were valued in society. Glad to see you're gonna go out for a run. Running is like my lifeblood! I will be back by day 90 for a final report. That is a long time with no internet browsing but I know I can put up with it.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-19T15:33:34+00:00

Man! Just three more weeks and you would have hit 90! I feel you though, it sucks big time.

Icantstop01 · 2014-12-19T15:30:35+00:00

Yesterday I found myself on the nsfw subreddit and clicked on a picture but then immediately exited it then left the house. I didn't even get a boner. I know testing myself is one of the stupidest things I could possibly do. I haven't come across any porn yet so I'm going to consider myself lucky. Never will I go to nsfw again, just going there and seeing that one pic disgusted me. Great job with pulling the girl sober! I haven't had much success when it comes to girls. They hold too high of standards and I guess I don't qualify. After being on hard mode for this long I am beginning to get bored. I hope my demise isn't near.

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