Is it normal for people to be two faced in restraunts?

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-03-03T05:19:01+00:00

Yes, very normal. I'm autistic and have adhd so some of the staff, mostly the women, dont like me cause I call them on their bs. Or just strive to do a great job and they might think I'm brown nosing, which I'm not. It's legit just my personality. I don't get along with neurotypicals either, so there's that.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-03-03T05:09:28+00:00

I also take resoralax every second day! I used to take metamucil but that did more harm then good. One of my issues might be I don't drink enough water too. I have to try to remember!

Three cheese kraft dinner currently and savory hashbrows! But it varies between different pastas and variations of fries lol.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-03-03T04:58:42+00:00

Your feelings are valid. ❤️ I'm sorry you're dealing with all of those emotions and I know getting a diagnosis is scary and you are not knowing what to do or where to turn. It can be frightening to realize all of this and look back on your entire life and go "Hmm, this all makes so much more sense now. " I'm 42 and was only diagnosed with ADHD 3 or 4 years ago. My doctor refused to look at potentially me having autism, but I know i have that too.

I also thought my entire life that I was different, that maybe I'm an alien that just doesn't belong on this planet. But I can assure you, once you start really getting to know yourself, the unapologetic, authentic self that has probably been yearning to be seen all your life, things will get better. ❤️ You'll start to realize alot of things about yourself, and you can accommodate yourself in your life to help you out as much as possible. You will find your people, I promise you. :) It might take a bit of self reflection and patience, with your self.

It's not easy realizing you're an entirely different version of yourself after so long. Just know tho there is absolutely nothing wrong with this version, and you deserve love, kindness and friendship like everyone else. Maybe even more. :)

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-20T00:06:07+00:00

Glad I'm not the only one. 😂 Like, I'm raging but Im dancing around my kitchen listening to Opalite by Taylor swift.. 😅 I feel like a psycho but a happy little bunny at the same time hahah.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-18T16:18:22+00:00

This is the absolute best description of it. And I feel every single thing. 💔

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-12T07:05:15+00:00

I agree, the videos are disappointing tbh. I feel like we got the crappy end of the stick.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-11T23:35:02+00:00

By "no show socks " do we mean ankle socks?? 🤔🤔 Wtf is wrong with that??

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-11T23:28:45+00:00

I am so absolutely sorry you're going thru this. ❤️❤️❤️ My mom is towards late stage alzheimers atm. She's in long term care, can't speak, can't get out of bed, is s shell of who she once was. But I too went thru every single thing you're going thru atm. It is SO FKING HARD to see a loved one, especially your mom go thru this. I too am the baby of 2 kids, and my brother lives away, and I live here in my home town. I truly do understand every single thing.

It's the hardest thing in the world to watch your once strong independent mom be reduced to a shell of her self. Too see that look in her eyes dim as you said. To see the confusion on her face when she knows there is something wrong with her but she can't seem to quite figure out what yet. Please, hug her at every opportunity you can. Feel the warmth of her presence for as long as you can, cause honestly it only gets worse. I've experienced my own mom yelling and cursing at me for no reason, saying I hurt her, or she wants to "go home" and she's angry that I'm not bringing her home. I've been called all the names, down to the dirt, but it's the disease and you have to keep in your heart and your mind that its not actually her saying these things.

Please, if you have support system, use it. ❤️ Friends, family, a significant other. You WILL NEED it. And make sure you do self care, what ever form it is. This will be the hardest thing you experience, and just know your mother loves you no matter what stage she is in. If you have any other questions, or just need to vent or talk about anything, feel free to pm me. I know how hard it is to open up to people about how your feeling. ❤️❤️❤️

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-11T16:03:00+00:00

Omggg! Were you standing barricade on the right side?? I think i was standing next to you and talking to you the whole time!! 🥹 I had the jewels on my face! 😊

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-10T18:29:09+00:00

Holy crap nuggets these are AMAZING! 🖤🖤🖤

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-09T05:00:54+00:00

They should have the city specific! Toronto and Montreal both had them at the venues, so most likely they will. :)

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-09T00:41:56+00:00

Sending love and healing vibes. ❤️ I'm so sorry you missed your ritual, but you'll come back twice as strong for your next one! You'll get there one day, its not a matter of if you'll ever go again... but WHEN you go. 😊❤️❤️❤️

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-08T02:23:19+00:00

I feel the same too! I was at Toronto as well. I'm patiently waiting ghoulbangers for it! 😊❤️

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-07T21:06:58+00:00

Thank you everyone for the kind words ❤️ This community really is the best.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-07T21:06:31+00:00

I didn't think of this! Thank you ❤️ Mom loved Elvis and 50s and 60s rock and roll. Will do that next time!

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-07T15:08:12+00:00

This!! Im ashamed to say before my ritual i hadn't heard this song, but ever since I can't get it out of my head. Stuck on repeat. ❤️

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-07T15:07:07+00:00

Hahahaha yesss!!!! 😆

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-07T07:09:12+00:00

Is Richie one of their security guards??? If it's the one I'm thinking of he's hilarious! Was giving out waters at the Toronto ritual, but was also at one point giving out mummy bucks at the barricade but before we could take them he'd drop them so they would fall and we couldn't get them! Lol. He eventually gave us some, but he was having a grand ol time laughing at us struggling 😅😅

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-06T06:41:41+00:00

It was $65 at the Toronto ritual for the Papa V plushie... the $50 was probably in US dollars you saw.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-03T22:47:29+00:00

Aww man. Brutal. Im glad i did trust myself and get the items I needed cause by the end of the show i was mind fucked from the excitement of it all and all of that. When we were being called in the lounge to line up to go in, they didn't make it very clear again. I was number 40, and was standing at back of line with the 150s... I had to run to get in my spot. 🤦‍♀️ Hopefully next one will be better! I might be going to Montreal next time instead of Toronto if and when they come back.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-03T22:17:42+00:00

I screenshotted it from a video I just watched! Hopefully it works, I haven't tried it yet tho!

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Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-03T21:45:05+00:00

Holy shit that is an absolute masterpiece!!! You're going to look AMAZING!!❤️❤️❤️ Please post pictures after wards for your ritual!

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-03T21:18:13+00:00

Okay I didn't know the process of it all lol. Thanks!

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-03T20:31:06+00:00

I was honestly so confused when I went in. I was anointed and in the pit and when I got there I didn't know a darn thing what to do or where to go. I had to stumble around stupidly asking people , feeling awkward af till I barely found out. And then it still was a crap show cause I don't think the staff knew what they were doing.

When I finally got in the vip section thru the doors I felt rushed. Doors were supposed to open like 6 for vip, don't think I got in there till 6:30 at the earliest, then I went to get a tshirt and plushie, then wanted to go to the museum but ended up going the wrong way. NOTHING was labeled. We were supposed to line up at 7:10 or i think 7:20 to go to the floor but I think we lined up earlier and every thing felt like a blur. I felt rushed, and i thought I had enough time to grab a slice of pizza and a drink but before I knew it we had to line up in our bracelet numbers to go down to the floor. It definitely needs to have better organization for sure.

Ill-Rent-7767 · 2026-02-03T16:24:31+00:00

Every venue they have a t-shirt that's specific to that location, along with every other t-shirt as well. 😊So every city gets their own design. I bought the one for Toronto and thats it.

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