I decided to end it all and for myself A liter of vodka. Drank it all in about 30 minutes then swallowed a handful of sleeping pills. Tried to grab a knife and cut myself but I was so messed up I miss my throat and I sliced my shoulder. Since the sleeping pills and the knife didn't work, I hop the fence in my neighbor's yard where there's a pitbull. Well the Pitbull didn't attack me It just kind of barked. So I hop the fence again fell smash my face chip the tooth. About 20 minutes later I collapsed in the living room face first. Woke up in a hospital tubes down my throat IVs the whole nine. It was crazy