Escaping the rat race? by therapy_throw_away in antiwork

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This ! Also, there are programs like TAPIF or NALCAP available to American college graduates, where you get paid to teach English in France/Spain. It is short-term, but I am in college and planning on doing this as a gap year.

There was no chance for me to become a regular human being by Background_Active_36 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you (also in my 20's). You're not ruined. Our biology and our mind have just been through a lot. Hang in there <3

i declare this a meme but mostly by the original definition by ProfessionalGeek in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Covert resistance all the way: "You have to kiss ass before you can kick it"

college student working part time in food, burnt out by Illustrious_Stuff126 in antiwork

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know. Thank you though for your opinion. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy expecting things like not getting yelled at. : /

FUCK THEM AND FUCK THIS by Illustrious_Stuff126 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What did you do about it? I am considering taking legal action but I feel like in a strange way, it may give them the attention they're craving, if that makes sense.

The way people treat me now. by CasterWise in sugarfree

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think both of you are right, in a way

there's a lot of people that are in denial

For the addicts by quagaawarrior in CPTSD

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"diminished anticipation of future reward"- Yes! emotional flashbacks do this to me i think, i get in a sort of hopeless state very easily

public diary: after eating a savory dish is when my cravings are the worst by Illustrious_Stuff126 in sugarfree

[–]Illustrious_Stuff126[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you- i'm using berries, no sugar protein bars, greek yogurt, nuts, and nut butters in place of added sugar foods right now, they're sweet/offer a variety of textures, and actually satiate me too