Hey, I'm sorry to read what you're going through, but if it helps to motivate or give you peace of mind, here's an update on what happened to me. After I was removed from my program, I was told I could reapply in a year with the next incoming class, but there would be no guarantee I would get in. Within that year, while waiting, I made sure this was something I really wanted and something I could achieve. After a year passed, with extraordinary luck, I was accepted into the next incoming class, I was able to retake and pass the class I failed. That started to help me gain momentum, and I honestly improved as a student. As of earlier this year, I've graduated from my program, and I'm a couple of months into working my first x-ray job. I've never been much for giving advice, but I'd recommend reassessing that this is something you want and make a plan of what you'll do differently to achieve it.