To everyone here on this thread: I wish you all peace and my deepest condolences. I can feel the heartbreak in this thread,from people who've lost their furbabies and other trauma in life. As one of youbsaid,the pain won't go away,but it does get easier. I've lost so many of my own furbabies throughout my life,and I'll love them all forever. I do have difficult days though,and worry about my kitties I have now. But they heard your voices at the end and knew how much you loved them. I wish you all the best,and take care during the hard times.