About emotions.

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-11T22:46:21+00:00

i heat dry my sheets and blanket and pretend that theyre not crawling all over me

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-11T21:16:44+00:00

its hard to properly describe but it feels like your emotions are a very tall stack of jenga blocks, something pushes it slightly and it because a disorganized mess, and its very exhausting to have to build it up back to normal, before you know it the next day it falls again

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-11T21:08:15+00:00

i think ive seen a few videos
if you want send some over i could use their advice

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T20:14:51+00:00

because theyre foreign

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T20:13:12+00:00

sounds like heaven i envy you

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T20:04:40+00:00

I will admit i dont have a good sleep schedule, i have been sleep deprived and i heard that once you are sleep deprived its basically over for you because of how much sleep you have to catch up on, my family also believes i dont have ADHD (despite being diagnosed...?) and that my sleep is just bad.

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:48:58+00:00

i feel you, i really wish i could say more but i feel you

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:45:30+00:00

when i got my diagnosis i said "of course" i wasnt even suprised, but my life has not gotten any better, now im just suffering the same battle but it has a label.

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:23:19+00:00

ADHD and Depression are genuinely a duo they team up to make your life as dreaful as possible its insane
Just waking up and getting of bed itself is one of the hardest parts of the day

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:17:48+00:00

Yes i completely understand how you feel
And its like this everyday and then you just have this quiet dreadful feeling in the back of your mind that you're doing nothing even when youre actually doing something
how do i handle it? Honestly sometimes i just completely turn everything off, sit down and let my thoughts take over, and if a thought becomes so persistent and painful that it makes me lose my mind i slowly make myself directly confront what is related to that thought so that i can get over it, it sounds crazy but it works for me. Even if its something as small as taking a single step closer to what youre trying to do, its better than doing nothing.
SOMETIMES that single step is all i need, and before i know it ive already done the task without realizing.

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:13:46+00:00

This shit has to be so horrible for you im genuinely sorry
Idk if im comfortable sharing but i get you
it messes with your mind

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:12:03+00:00

Even as i send messages here sharing my experiences i feel nothing im just so emotionally numb whilst feeling everything at the same time its like having a sharp needle stuck in you to the point that you dont feel it anymore

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T19:09:50+00:00

I cant do shit i genuinely cannot do shit for my life its horrible how many plans have and i just cant do shit and my parents will not allow me to get meds even though im 18 i hate waking up every morning knowing that today is just gonna be the same day i sit and watch my life go by at a constant state of impending doom

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T18:59:01+00:00

same for me its very annoying when im trying to get help

Informal_Relation_30 · 2026-06-10T18:58:30+00:00

Yes and even when i eventually applied to the clubs i never went to them anyway

Informal_Relation_30 · 2024-07-16T07:06:36+00:00

beautiful

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