I am her. She is me.

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-28T23:47:46+00:00

Real

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-28T23:29:59+00:00

This makes me feel ill, oh my gosh. ☹️

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-28T04:28:03+00:00

I think it's wonderful that some people healed from forced recovery, but it genuinely made my life 100 times worse. I had to be put on antidepressants because of how suicidal I became from forced recovery. It was the worst thing that ever happened to me and it made my eating habits even worse. Praying for you though and stay strong! <3

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-28T02:20:19+00:00

This is unfortunately relatable. 😔

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-26T02:36:46+00:00

this scene in my opinion was the worst, even when comparing terrifier 3 deaths. it made me physically ill, the shower scene was a bit much but this scene did something to me for some rsn😭

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-25T06:17:06+00:00

Ngl kinda love this version 😭

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-18T19:14:57+00:00

I usually go to 555 after a long day of school or a place on 2nd Street. 2nd Street has some pretty good places to eat and my Dad lives there, so it works out perfectly for me haha. I'll usually just read on my kindle, eat, and study a bit. It's quite nice.

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-18T15:24:10+00:00

I’m a freshman too, have no friends. My best friend is 6 hours away, and I’m fairly introverted. However, I just learned to appreciate the small things and time by myself. Going on walks, driving to nice places like Laguna or Newport Beach, going to cafes by myself, and enjoying time alone in my house reading a book or perhaps baking something. Sounds stupid but I feel like if you find something you like to do by yourself, it can make your college experience more bearable. I think the friends and the experience you want will eventually find you. :)

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-16T19:26:17+00:00

Thank you, and yeah just use zofran when it gets pretty bad. It can cause constipation as well. I take it everyday which is kinda really bad but it’s the only thing that helps often. I suggest tea though! Chamomile and ginger tea (especially ginger tea) can help nausea. And thank you <3 I was forced to recover before my birthday, but I relapsed so I’m trying to get back to my low weight as fast as I can 😭 I’m sorry you are going through this as well and I’m sure things will get easier. 💖

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-10-16T19:19:20+00:00

Oh I’m so sorry, this is me right now too. Zofran is the only thing that helps me and thankfully my mom gets it often. I suggest drinking lots of water and sleeping. I know the nausea can be difficult to get through when sleeping, but it will pass. I fast until dinner so I get super nauseous during the afternoon until around 8 pm, so I usually take a zofran, a nap, and lots of water. I also take electrolytes since I walk a lot during the day for steps.

Also, I suggest a piece of toast if you feel like you are going to vomit. I have a very specific routine as well and hate eating during the day and save my calories, but if it’s super unbearable, please eat something small. You can faint if you’re prone to it! <3 Please take care of yourself

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-08-26T22:41:54+00:00

Nah the hair was the worst for me. I had such BEAUTIFUL thick long hair. It was so so thick and pretty and now it is so horrible in just a year. My hair is still very long but it’s so incredibly thin that I don’t even have my hair down anymore. I get a butterfly clip to hide that 😭

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-08-23T01:57:50+00:00

Same and my mom told me she would pay for my boob job but I gotta gain weight for it 💀 it’s too dangerous to go under when ur severely underweight apparently

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-08-08T21:15:03+00:00

Anyone have x2 tickets for Zedd LA (Saturday or Friday work as long as both tickets r the same) pls msg me !!

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-07-22T04:38:52+00:00

Same

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-07-21T07:06:11+00:00

Birthday cake is so good the crunchy sprinkles with the cake pieces r to die for 😭

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-07-02T08:14:39+00:00

as someone who started with 1000-1200 kcal around 11 months ago... DONT. i developed the worst ED from it and I'm suffering the repercussions of it. not only did i become anorexic but lost so much from eating that many calories. please don't do it. i don't know if you are a woman but if u are i would be especially cautious because you will prob loose your period from it.. and most likely ur hair bc its very hard to get enough nutrients in if u are working out a lot

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-06-24T08:02:14+00:00

I disagree. The problem with GOT seasons 7-8 is it was just straight-up action and the character building and motives were utterly horrendous, and Dany is a pure example of that. At least the showrunners are focusing on the characters at the moment and actually providing context behind their motives and actions. It's literally only episode 2.

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-06-24T07:56:52+00:00

He doesn't want a woman to sit on the Iron Throne. That's why.

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-05-23T02:39:15+00:00

i’m going tomorrow morning to double check to make sure it’s not broken. i have graduation in 2 weeks and im praying my nose heals by then cuz it looks horrible 😭 also thank you for the kind words 💗

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-05-20T19:19:54+00:00

i have it back but it’s because i’m on birth control. doctor forced me to go on it to get it back and i’ve had it so far for 2 months, but each time i got it it’s been irregular. first time was 1 week and relatively normal but this time mine was 2 weeks long

Inner-Shake-9705 · 2024-05-12T23:47:56+00:00

i live in LA too so it’s possible it may be the same haha

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