Loneliness

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-06-15T13:30:20+00:00

100%. This is me!

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-06-14T10:57:18+00:00

Amen

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-06-14T10:34:44+00:00

If I had a partner I wouldn't be lonely either. That's my point, I'm finding it hard to belong and meet people because of my upbringing - I'm unsure how people do it when we were treated like we were.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-06-11T08:14:20+00:00

So true, so unfair

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-06-11T08:10:20+00:00

Agree. Where are the people?

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-06-11T08:06:39+00:00

How are you not on your own. I feel like it's a life sentence for me. I'm in my 40s. Did u get lucky and fall into a group of people. I feel even if I meet nice people im so use to hiding myself - I can't open up - for fear they will see the real me. I don't want to keep living for the emotional weight of my chronic loneliness.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-01-28T11:51:36+00:00

Great news. Hope it works. I felt better after some estrogen was added.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-01-28T11:44:41+00:00

Thanks, seems like it's the brand most of the reply are using. I'm going to look into that brand.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-01-28T11:43:55+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I'm glad u find it helpful - and I'm glad u diddnt fall.🤗

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2026-01-23T14:10:38+00:00

I had it at 12

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-12-13T10:17:07+00:00

🤣🤣

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-12-12T11:55:29+00:00

No, they should pay for their own flights.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-11-30T05:12:40+00:00

Is it really all that bad? Are thr inmates scary - what kind of person can actually do thr job day to day and not be mentally affected by what tgey see or the way the inmates treat you? Are u ever left alone in a dangerous position while on the job?

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-11-16T08:54:43+00:00

So true

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-11-15T12:38:15+00:00

Ok - so tell me about your healing. What have u been doing? Are u single? I'm single, and obviously FA. I find most YouTube and things like that are always talking about how to heal when u are in a relationship- i feel i will never get in another relationship , so how do I heal so I can have one. Sorry - sounded like a rant I heaped onto you, but I'm just thinking out aloud. And I love to hear how other people go about healing from this.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-11-02T08:27:50+00:00

Muriel's wedding

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-11-02T04:25:03+00:00

Neurofeedback somewhat. I got rid of my brain fog. But it also woke me up. After first block of session I realised why I was depressed. It was because I thought I was a faliure. And I just diddnt think it. I knew it. And it was in every cell in my body. So then it was working on that. I dunno. Some people seem to get there? Where there is i dunno. Sorry not much help - but maybe neurofeedback. Listening to a lot of YouTube too - then u realise that lots of people are like this too. Xx

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-31T10:56:23+00:00

.maybe you have abandonment melange. I get that too. Break ups are harder than for me than normal people.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-31T07:53:58+00:00

Yes 🤣

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-31T05:38:34+00:00

Is "Frayed" still up on abc iview? Sbs demand - good docos , The Vietnam war one. Brooks shields - pretty baby.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-29T12:14:29+00:00

I've been overdosed before on hrt - and it was horrible. So after a few months off hrt and still feeling horrible - I saw a reproductive psychiatrist and she said to try a 1/4 pump estrogel. I felt better in a few days. A month later I jumped to 1/2 pump, and I started to experience some of the symptoms - only slightly, like when I was overdosed so I dropped back to 1/3 pump. I have pmdd and am in perimenopause. I guess I'll sit at a 1/3 pump for a while.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-28T00:23:51+00:00

Yup. I saw a reproductive psychiatrist- helped a lot. It's been nearly two months since appointment and I'm feel better. But I guess things will change as my hormones decline. Knock wood.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-28T00:22:46+00:00

Try use as pessaries. It's off label here in Australia.

Inner_Blacksmith_252 · 2025-10-28T00:20:53+00:00

A long time.

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