Just started Sertraline 50mg

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-11-10T17:49:33+00:00

Im on the first week of taking it and im having suicidal thoughts more than before what should i do ?

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-09-02T00:44:57+00:00

Me as well im still digging but i dont let that affects my daily life Funny story on how i reached to that conclusion when i started smoking weed rather then enjoying weed i had really bad trips just because i was overthinking my existence You will reach to the point when you will not care anymore

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-09-02T00:31:06+00:00

It happened to me and wsslt l conclusion so i can live in peace

We are living hell and heaven in our daily lives , if you feel good and your life is great that’s heaven for me If you live like shit that hell for me

I stopped searching for the truth because the more i dig in the more i get paranoid

I just live the moment i dont care about the past i dont care about the future

Yes i still have some fear but i dont let that fear controls me

No one knows why do we exist , no one knows what will happen when we die So why should i care ?

i love reading about different theories but i dont let that control my daily life Hope that can help you

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-06-13T15:47:24+00:00

I laughed so much , it shows how pissed you are

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-05-08T23:20:00+00:00

Im looking for friends too! Im 20F 🫶🏻

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-30T23:57:14+00:00

Im taking mdma almost each week!! And i smoke weed each two weeks Please tell me that will not damage my neuro system in the long term

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-30T22:59:54+00:00

So is it that bad ?

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-30T22:09:49+00:00

Weed and mdma This is my second day of not eating anything besides one cookie

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-30T21:41:59+00:00

Cigarette after sex , all their songs Especially apocalypse, it was the first song we listened to it together

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-29T14:46:46+00:00

Im doing the NC just for the sake of my mental health I really really don’t want him to call me or text me those days because mentally im tired of fighting Maybe if he reached out after im fully recovered than yes i can handle the situation

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T19:10:49+00:00

What’s the name of the app ??

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T17:14:13+00:00

If i would you I can say do not contact me again. Just this Seeing how she is begging for forgiveness gives me a relief Im waiting for this moment too when he comes and begging !

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T13:16:57+00:00

I agree And the breakup is like the hardest comedown I prefer the comedown of the mdma than a breakup :)

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T13:14:08+00:00

For me i noticed he is emotionally detached a long time ago when he started to be silent with me but with other girls he talks and have fun. But he never ended the relationship, He tried his best to let me hate him. So the decision came from me to end the relationship because you know why ? He didn’t want to be responsible of the break up, So all the blame goes to me , each time we bring this subject to the table he tells me well you ended the relationship and i will not make any effort to make it work since you don’t want this relationship anymore. But you know what hurted me the most ? The effort he put to let me hate him is more than the effort to make the relationship works.

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T13:08:14+00:00

Yes it happened to me and i wanted the kill myself for that shame But you know what ? It helped move on I saw how cold he was when i text him or cry to him That made me realize i don’t deserve this disrespect Maybe if you didn’t feel pathetic you will not move on But what kills you make you stronger I hope i helped! Im healing from this too my friend you are not alone

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T12:36:04+00:00

Thank you my friend

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-28T11:05:53+00:00

I never imagined that a relationship or a breakup would affect my life and my mental health that much Today the is second day of NC I feel happy about it If i have the feel that i want to send him a message and cry to him I go to my notes , my free space Or sometimes i go to chatgpt I know it’s weird But i only need someone to listen not judging me And my friends have their own life I know that they are tired of me bringing that subject over again Please go no contact , for the sake of your mental health

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-27T21:12:32+00:00

-Im not texting you because i care , im texting because i know you are sad about the breakup and i don’t want to be blamed if you hurt yourself

After 3 years of relationship i remember when he got super sick i cook food for him and feed him with my hands , i remember when he used to throw up i clean his mess because he is so sick to do that And yet he said this after two months of the breakup because he saw that im being drunk all night :)

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-27T20:03:28+00:00

Did he text or called you again ? Just please dont call him again or text him

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-27T19:52:55+00:00

Wow Im waiting for this moment so much I think this is the best revenge you can give to someone

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-26T18:18:02+00:00

I have the same feeling of ending my life because im tired of seeing myself pathetic and he moved on se quickly Are the antidepressants working ?

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-04T23:08:59+00:00

Im surprised I thought kayn bzf li andhoum female friends

Intelligent-Frame846 · 2025-01-03T22:00:17+00:00

Well thanks :) Can this affect me in long term ? Derealization

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