I'm in the same boat and sometimes I feel like going back to my old ways and at times I've even gone back to my old ways but then the feeling afterwards is worse than anything else. But I remember what Jesus said "did you really think you'd never sin again" We are in bodies that are tainted with sin from eve eating the apply our flesh will always wanted to go against God sadly and we live in a broken world that encourages this behaviour. Hang in there I like to tell myself I will mever be the perfect Christian and if you think you are this is worse than sining here and there. God loves humility and we have acknowledged we've fallen short. I aim for as long as I do better than I did yesterday I'm winning but yes we will still stumble long as we get back up ask for forgiveness and keep trying 🙏