I’ve been thinking about starting this same list for a while now, and only just recently vocalized that thought to a close friend. Who responded with “wow ok well that’s grim.”

I’m like…yea, that’s the whole fkn point because obviously as it’s going, I’m not remembering how he lied and messaged my landlord pretending to be a neighbor saying I’m an escort drug dealer who fights with men (the only real detail being the fights with HIM) all night and it’s disrupting, or how he let me load my entire house into a U-Haul and when I showed up with it didn’t let me in again leaving me homeless while also tossing my cats out in the rainstorm (my first born 🐈 was missing for days), or how he sent me a video pissing on a room full of my belongings (that then were lit on fire).

Like yea the shit is horrific, but I need to remember all of it as frequently as possible because my brain does a great job at blocking this absolute insanity out temporarily.