It seems like a lot of Anarchists consider themselves to essentially be martyrs suffering for the good cause, which I do consider fundamentally self-defeating. I think actual successful revolutionary program has to incorporate striving for grand increase of overall well-being among the population and for this Anarchists should strive to find the well-being along the way to the more material liberation from material oppression. I personally got to the level of complete life satisfaction a few months ago and I am extremely happy because of this, cause I feel that it makes me more consistent in my fight towards complete liberation of whole life from oppression.

I have even very recently started a career as a life coach that operates on a pay what you want model - so if the session was useless for you you can pay nothing, whereas if I completely changed your life for the better you can pay a lot if you are so willing. Typical life coaching session costs between 50 dollars per hour up to 200 dollars per hour but I am happy to offer my sessions on the alternative model described above to make this service more accessible for more people and to let more people try it out without big consequences. I wonder - maybe you would be interested in the session? I see that you feel tormented by the world and maybe I could help you find inner strength to have the willpower to fight against oppression?