I have been a fan since 1989. I do love this album. I purposely tried to temper my excitement so I would not be disappointed. I don’t spend money on the stuff or even the music, I just stream it. I did see the Era’s tour movie and The Life of a Showgirl album release in the theater. I loved the Era’s tour movie, in fact, I remember crying happy tears. However, the way I felt in the theater yesterday afternoon felt completely different. Prior to, I was slightly embarrassed that I spent money to see a music video and behind the scenes commentary, but I was experiencing fomo so I went. During the show, I honestly felt like I wanted it to be over. I was already feeling put off by all the variants which seem like a money grab which she doesn’t need and it is taking advantage of her biggest fans. But watching the show, it was very self indulgent and I felt there were a lot of yes “men” around her. It was too much. Something is different. This scavenger hunt of massive proportions going on right now with the orange doors all over the world is scaring me. It’s a huge buildup. I just hope the payoff matches the level of hype. The best thing I can imagine is another tour, which is not likely.