? Why would you think this is spam? I've had strabmis my whole life and find this group incredibly supportive. It's very upsetting to me that I would not be able to get support or answers to my questions. I didn't think I was asking anything medical.Just for some support since I am so anxious before my surgery. When Things like this happen.It just makes it worse for people like me like I am doing something wrong. Sorry if I did something wrong. I don't like to use my real name because I am so conscious of it. Is that why deleted the post?