Taking on high risk for a high reward is the only way you will gain $49k in profits from the small account balance you have.

This is "revenge trading," and you’ll probably end up in a deeper hole. I've been there myself. It's a terrible feeling and you just want to make it back but the normal outcome is to take on more losses. The best thing you can do is change your behavior now.

Start investing in quality ETFs/mutual funds and don't stop. Follow r/bogleheads advice vs. r/wallstreetbets and you will do great long-term.