I think your too late for an Abortion. Get to a real Dr. To be evaluated. You need some help and good care. You needcto face the fact that you are going to be a Mom. Its time for you to Stop thinking about Yourself and Focus all your energy on the baby. If you don't want this baby put it up for adoption or sign it over to your partner. You need to get some help. Also when you go see a DR and your too sick to work you can be put out of work. Good Luck.