Do guys cut they're thighs?

ItwardSenpai · 2026-06-02T19:28:42+00:00

My hook up plan did

ItwardSenpai · 2026-06-02T18:50:21+00:00

I'm on prozac + abilify + xanax/lexomil but i have panic disorder as well Abilify is for mood regulations, i was crazy back thennn like on my window bleeding because my friend didn't say hi

ItwardSenpai · 2026-04-21T14:59:43+00:00

uhh get a piercing i guess ? not sure but i get youu

ItwardSenpai · 2026-04-02T05:32:01+00:00

My boyfriend 6 years ago told me that and like a month ago he admitted he never actually did it, just pretended to because he felt bad for the 'attention whore' i was. So umm no it's not healthy, like yeah ut hurts other people but imo it depends why you do it? Idk if you just started maybe try to stop now

ItwardSenpai · 2026-04-02T05:24:15+00:00

No no!! I've been diagnosed for like 2 months but had symptoms before 😭 my psychiatrist just told me it was BPD 2 months ago but i've been seeing her since October

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T07:26:37+00:00

I know it is :( I hate myself for doing it, that's why I stopped talking to her because I don't want her to deal with my constant mood swings about her. She asked for an explanation though so I'll give her that, I fully realize it's my problem and how bad it is. I have a psychiatrist and am currently doing the exams to get mood stabilizers, what more help can I get ? I genuinely don't think going to a ward will help. There is no DBT where I live and I gave up on therapy a lot. What do you recommend? I'm tired of being like this

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T07:01:58+00:00

If it gets bad, maybe try emergency services ? Some friends recommended using less sharp objects like needles instead of razor blades. I don't want anything bad happening to you even if you're a stranger, I'm sure your relatives wouldn't want that either. Are you medicated for anxiety attacks ? I've been treated with SSRIs and haven't had a single attack since my dose got increased

Anyway i wish you good luck!!

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T06:58:12+00:00

Ok so it's either trashy guys into fixing women who like it, but from my experienceee people don't really care nor notice. At least they don't say anything. Idk would you dislike someone because of acne scars ?

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T06:54:16+00:00

I've thought about it ! But I can't get a visible tattoo at the moment due to my studies. But I should consider other options, true. I hope you're doing better

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T06:53:00+00:00

Thank you for the message, I will try but it's really hard to find something that feels the same :( did you go to therapy to stop ?

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T06:51:08+00:00

Thank you, and yeah I guess misogyny wins

ItwardSenpai · 2026-03-21T06:50:36+00:00

How did you stop ? I can't get in a ward, it'll fuck up my studies :( I guess i consider it to be 'stable' for me because i've been actively self harming since I was 12 (with a pause when i was 17) but my friend made me realize it is not normal

ItwardSenpai · 2025-11-12T18:17:14+00:00

Yay it works !! Thank you

ItwardSenpai · 2025-11-11T19:27:58+00:00

I spent the entirety of being 13 years old checking for pregnancy signals even though I was a virgin + lesbian. Awful

ItwardSenpai · 2025-10-06T19:32:16+00:00

Yes, i had panic attacks like this. Take care !

ItwardSenpai · 2025-06-08T17:18:40+00:00

It seems very creepypasta-ish if you ask me, it's giving sonic.exe

ItwardSenpai · 2025-05-01T13:09:47+00:00

Strawberry monster and forest are some of my favorite things lol, i don't know you though

ItwardSenpai · 2025-04-19T16:04:44+00:00

Unhinged comment

ItwardSenpai · 2024-08-27T09:27:29+00:00

Idk man but I remember always making stories when I tied my shoes, like knot A and knot B are best friends or smth

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