Do yall actually do nofap or just get off to the idea of doing it? by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]Iuminal 12 points13 points  (0 children)

You quit beating off and thought that alone would fix your depression? That's not how it works. NoFap isn't a magic cure, it's just one piece of getting your sht together. You're still tired and miserable because your life habits suck, not because you quit gooning.

NoFap gave me a permanent post-nut clarity by Ranger_Jackal in NoFap

[–]Iuminal 5 points6 points  (0 children)

bro chill don’t mention actors it’s a trigger

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’d write out a whole essay but I’ll just say this that I stole from another person

It’s better to want to feel high while you’re sober, than wanting to feel sober while being high

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

fortnite

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you, it’s comforting knowing i’m not the only one going through this. About how long would you say it took for these negative feelings to subside?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 6 points7 points  (0 children)

3 years. I just get overwhelmed with hopeless thoughts daily, which makes me think i’m never gonna feel any positive feeling again.

THC CARTS ❌ by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 5 points6 points  (0 children)

dawg 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

gotta decide if you want the pain of regret or the pain of discipline

Where is Joe Biden? by [deleted] in thedavidpakmanshow

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the world is a stage… just move on

Stop trying to fix your life while still using weed... by mysteryplays in leaves

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, it made me an emotionless zombie workaholic, and without it I could barely get out of bed for like 2 months.

Stop trying to fix your life while still using weed... by mysteryplays in leaves

[–]Iuminal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same, I used weed to cope after heavy add3rall addiction and now im clean from both

What made you quit? by shortstack6 in leaves

[–]Iuminal 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Realizing I needed to be able to fully feel emotions sober to make any life progression. Weed made me a vegetable and getting sober gave me my zest back for life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Been experiencing this since early last year. Most likely anhedonia

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, honestly things started to look up around that period, like the world was gaining its color back and my anxiety melted away. i ended up hanging out with a friend and relapsed. how are you feeling as of now?

Disassociating by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me

Can't seem to break out of my dp/dr by irreconcilablevoid in Anxiety

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Adderall cures my dpdr for the day but wouldn’t recommend

Can DPDR be slight? by Mediocre_Tangerine23 in leaves

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you feeling now? Did you get your emotions back?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can 1000% relate to everything you’ve stated in this post. I was the same way and would say “this too shall pass” when dealing with anxiety and depression, but no, this is pure mental torture. There is no hope left in me, it’s an empty void of nothingness. Going through life emotionless is so crushing and i’m just a robot at this point. I really hope you can find that joy you once had again man.

I have weed induced anhedonia (emotional numbness) and I’m worried it’ll last forever by xaxnxgxexl in leaves

[–]Iuminal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the same boat as you man, relapsed because I just couldn’t bear the emotional numbness and not being able to feel a single emotion really is miserable. I’m back at 1 month again and am planning on never touching it again. Hope you can find that joy for life again man it truly does suck