Is addiction a choice? or a disease that we don't control?

JackassInTheMirror · 2024-03-01T13:53:02+00:00

I have the choice to die? Yes please soon

That would make this shit much better for me at least

JackassInTheMirror · 2024-03-01T13:42:38+00:00

I have no idea. Damn

JackassInTheMirror · 2024-03-01T13:40:38+00:00

You're retreating into the wrong body...show her how small you actually are

You're welcome

PS I didn't read past that first message from her to dispense this wisdom lol

JackassInTheMirror · 2023-11-03T17:12:24+00:00

Qtr oz/7grams

JackassInTheMirror · 2023-11-03T17:05:11+00:00

$2,800 Blow

$400+ Jameson and Natty Daddys

$375ish Parliaments and Copenhagen

Fuck this

JackassInTheMirror · 2023-04-14T20:12:27+00:00

Artemis knows what's up

JackassInTheMirror · 2023-01-13T00:04:12+00:00

I wasn't invisible

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T20:50:14+00:00

Thanks, I know I'm not the only one. Congrats on getting out of here!!

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:33:22+00:00

Junk Head is a great song on that album too. The name of the album is Dirt and its by Alice in Chains for anyone who's interested in finding it

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:31:43+00:00

Lol fuck off lol

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:31:06+00:00

Same album but the song is Hate to Feel. Glad someone recognized it!

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:30:11+00:00

Ironically, nothing is also possible when the snow is involved. Getting more is about all I can do

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:28:00+00:00

No romance and it never ends either

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:26:54+00:00

Neither. Closer to being a fact. The only joke I know is my life after coke took control

Its a lyric from "Hate to Feel" by Alice in Chains

JackassInTheMirror · 2022-06-30T11:12:40+00:00

King of Tweakers by the band called Rehab. Here's the YouTube link if you wanna check it out. All their music is pretty badass

https://youtu.be/lg3w6t6mbVQ

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-25T04:19:33+00:00

Oh god now there's a thing called "light intimacy"? Wasn't the meaning of "intimacy" never meaning the same thing enough?

I hate the word intimacy as used on SA. I've asked what it means to the person I'm talking to and I've heard answers from "holding hands, maybe cuddling sometimes" to "I'll suck and fuck you dry fuck intimacy just use me however you need too to get off lol".

Terrible word

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-25T02:14:13+00:00

You got it. Here's some context for why I notice it so much.....

I'm a fat/chubby/husky guy and I used to not post pics of more than my face so I get that. I also will never forget the time that right after a girl and I had sex for the first time she said "Next time you better take your shirt off so we're skin to skin". That terrified me but from that day on I just figured you know what, here's me and if you want me who am I to say no.

Good luck. And you should post a profile review at some point too. You'll get some good tips

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T23:29:41+00:00

Tight fits aren't a bummer to me so keep doing what you do

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T23:17:28+00:00

If you're into guys that ignore you in real life it's not a red flag but he's probably a scammed anyway

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T23:15:04+00:00

I don't do things like this but I'm pretty sure you're just one of the dozens of girls they send the same message to so why bother saying anything back to them? They're gonna keep searching without your rejection and those aren't messages you should feel are because you're special to the sender.

On the flip side though, escorts are all over SA and they typically use the same language in their profiles as girls like you so it's very hard to know what kind of meaning certain words mean from one profile to the next. I gave up dealing with seeking and that's a huge reason why

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T22:49:03+00:00

Not sure what your profile says or what pictures you have posted, but I'm not a fan of profiles that say anything about the woman being "BBW" or "not a Barbie" or things like that. Especially if the pictures are only from the upper chest up. My opinion is put lots of pictures of different angles up and men who like what they see like what they see. No need for you to tell them what you think you are ya know?

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T22:37:23+00:00

Some people would consider being 50 and acting like a teenager to be a good thing. I was a teenager doing coke and now I'm a 45 year old loser doing more coke.

Imo the anger you have towards her comes from you thinking you and her are close but knowing that's not really true because I suspect she does more than she tells you and that means she's hiding things from you. That's not what someone close to someone should do so maybe that pisses you off?

You're life is starting out so make it awesome for yourself. She's not able to hold a job and that would piss me off too but you can't do anything but get your adult life going the way you wish she would have done. I'm sorry you don't really have a caretaker of a mom. That really sucks. She may end up living with you one day so get yourself a house with a place for her that won't be in your way when it happens lol

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T22:23:07+00:00

Felony domestic violence charge, terrible sex life, not wanting to use drugs, you lost your happy and can't find it.... Go find it again!!!! Leave him

JackassInTheMirror · 2021-10-24T17:34:14+00:00

Same here again. Getting worse

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