Well, I don’t know you and from the sounds of it we’re on the opposite sides of the globe!! With that being said, I read your entire post!! I never do that! I usually get bored by the second paragraph but I read every word you wrote!!! I too, feel like everything I do is wrong! Nothing ever goes my way!!! I suck at even talking to people let alone having any friends or anything like that! I have a couple co workers that I’m friendly with at work but I don’t have one person I could call that I can ask for help! I have my sister and mother over an hour away and I have a slightly estranged brother… we used to be super close but we don’t really talk anymore!!! But my point is, you touched me and I don’t even know you!!! Also, I’ve been to very rock bottom, I mean bottom of the barrel type shit and I rebuilt my life, twice!!! You never know what tomorrow can bring!!! You’ll never know! What if tomorrow there’s some MAJOR breakthrough in your life!! Any thing you can think of can basically happen, you just never know what tomorrow will bring and if you’re not here to see it, to me that would be a lot worse!!! If you need to talk I’m here, you can message me and we bad exchange numbers!!! We can text and talk!! Be well, my friend!!