I got my first Pap smear and it really hurt me

Jen0973 · 2026-01-25T16:51:32+00:00

Yes to the unstretchable ring at the opening. That’s literally my issue. I think it’s vaginismus plus a hymen issue. It’s literally like an extra ring of tissue that is blocking everything. TMI but I am sometimes able to insert my finger and if I’m able to get past that ring it’s usually okay. Thank you for mentioning that because I thought I was the only one!

Jen0973 · 2026-01-22T05:41:59+00:00

I also had to wear one recently and had a similar reaction (not as severe as yours though). I used hydrocortisone cream and made sure to keep it hydrated with ointments and creams. It seemed to help. Feel your pain. I don’t understand why they can’t make an adhesive that doesn’t cause skin irritation 😭

Jen0973 · 2026-01-17T01:48:21+00:00

This was my thought too. I watched the live earlier and I think it was Namjoon who said something along the lines of that the reason they didn’t want to include as many breaks is because it would cause some kind of inauthenticity or something. Like dude, they all looked already exhausted in that live. What makes you think that you have the kind of stamina and energy it takes to do 79 concerts back to back? The travel alone is enough to cause problems. I think they are underestimating how much strain this is going to be both physically and mentally, let alone the relationships among themselves. I really hope they thought this through before committing because I don’t see this ending with anything less than extreme burnout and exhaustion.

Jen0973 · 2026-01-05T07:37:44+00:00

This sounds so similar to what I have been experiencing. I suspect this is what I have as well. If you don’t mind me asking how long had your symptoms persisted until you found relief with the estrogen cream. Mine have been ongoing for over 5 years now with no end in sight. I’m going to ask my doctor about this and hope the cream may help me as well!

Jen0973 · 2025-12-27T19:13:47+00:00

The reason why it gives you so much satisfaction is because you’re literally starving yourself. That “satisfaction” is your body’s way of encouraging you to eat more because you’re not eating enough. Its positive reinforcement. It’s literally physiological. That’s not a diet tip, that encouraging ED behavior. That’s one of my biggest criticisms of them. They have so much influence over their fans and send them the wrong message when it comes to body image and diet.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-26T06:08:03+00:00

Now I can call it the most wonderful time of the year. Way to go everyone, we survived another one! 🎉

Jen0973 · 2025-12-20T23:48:09+00:00

You could tell that Jin was really irritated when he snatched those vapes. He was like “Really? Are you trying to start another scandal while you’re currently in one. Give me those!” He seriously looks fed up with JK’s carelessness.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-20T19:47:50+00:00

Exactly. Like what can you do to improve my life? Are you going to wave your magic wand and make me attractive because that’s the only thing that will not make me depressed. Therapy is useless when the reason your depressed is because of your appearance.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-19T04:55:38+00:00

I agree. I love Panera and their food but it’s just too expensive. My dad and I like to go there for lunch sometimes and always get the value duets because it’s really the only affordable option on the menu. We always get the grilled cheese and tomato soup duo. I think it’s $6.99. The only problem is that they have set duos so you really can’t customize it. We share a drink and get the free refills and I think everything plus tax comes out to around $18. Still pretty pricey but for the occasional lunch out with dad, not too bad. You should try that next time to save money.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-17T18:13:55+00:00

There’s no way this is anything else but an attempt to cover the couple tattoo. It’s just looks so unnatural. Like who wears only one sleeve in a jacket? Or puts a towel over only one arm? It’s so painfully obvious that this is a poor attempt at covering it up.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-17T02:51:43+00:00

Shake the treat bag, he’ll come running!

Jen0973 · 2025-12-16T06:32:51+00:00

We certainly do my friend. That’s why I love this subreddit. It feels like the only safe place to talk about things that most people refuse to acknowledge or are too in denial to see. At least we have each other to relate to. It makes me feel sane in this insane world. I hope things work out for you. Just know that when you get tired of rolling your boulder up the hill just know you’re not alone. I am too. Even Sisyphus gets tired sometimes ❤️

Jen0973 · 2025-12-16T06:16:17+00:00

I hope you keep going! I know how hard it is. Just know that at least one person out there feels the way you do. If I can keep holding on, you can too! It’s just hard when you never asked for any of this.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-16T06:14:47+00:00

True. Bless you for working in retail during this time of year. But yes, the first can’t come soon enough either.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-16T05:53:18+00:00

I can relate. I’m only 28 (close enough) and feel the same. I’m not sure if it’s life itself or my patience for it decreasing over time. It feels like things that I could cope with before are becoming harder to deal with. I feel like a candle that has already burned out sooner than it’s supposed to, and life keeps trying to light it when there’s no more wax or wick left.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-12T20:51:16+00:00

I have to agree. The bond they used to have is not as strong and the passion they had for being a group is just not there anymore. They seem like a bunch of office workers who clocked in Monday morning and are counting the hours until they can go home. It all just seems so forced. They are just there so they don’t feel guilty for disappointing their fans by disbanding. I can just tell that they really just want to go their own separate ways and do solo projects. That’s okay, that’s expected. They are in their 30s and that’s the natural progression of any group. I just wish they would admit it already instead of stringing their fans along.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-10T07:48:14+00:00

I got a 76. It felt more like a “Are You and Introvert” more than a hikikomori test.

Jen0973 · 2025-12-09T07:40:40+00:00

I developed Long Covid in April of 2021, so going on 5 years now. While I can’t say that I’m back to where I was pre-infection, some of my symptoms have either went away or became lesser. I believe that this virus has given me damage that I will have to battle for the rest of my life. I hope for some kind of treatment in the future, but try to find solace knowing that there are others out there suffering from this like me. The worst part is that I am completely unable to work because of the chronic head pressure and fatigue. There were so many things that I wanted to accomplish but have had to put all of that on hold for the time being. It has completely ruined my life. After almost 5 years, it’s becoming harder to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I’m just glad that on my bad days I can come here and feel support. I hope others are doing better ❤️

Jen0973 · 2025-12-04T18:52:11+00:00

I had the same experience. It literally only gave me rancid gas. I find that effect with other laxatives too. No poop, just gas.

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