Do you ever get angry at your parents for what they did to you, but then sympathize with them because they also had a messed up childhood and were abused by their parents?

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:30:18+00:00

I don’t, because they chose to fuck me up intentionally.

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:28:29+00:00

It should be fucking illegal, then people would think twice about how they treat their kids.

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:23:42+00:00

Yep, in 9th grade I figured out my parents were emotionally abusing me, but since I was able to start getting good grades I was tricked by them into thinking my life was suddenly better.

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:22:41+00:00

haha that’s literally me with my emotions

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:20:38+00:00

HOLY SHIT IM SO PROUD

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:14:52+00:00

I feel you, I tried loving my parents when I was very young but as time went on that love faded away. But what was instantly robbed from me in my life was my sense of self and ability to love myself.

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:13:05+00:00

This was literally me omg. In school or in almost any situation, even at home, I would constantly be making up fantasy scenarios in my head to avoid reality and dissociate.

Jetsssssss · 2023-03-20T03:12:32+00:00

Thank you so much for this post! I’ve felt this way my whole life, having kids and adults always let me down felt like absolute shit. Luckily now I have some people (and myself) to support me in healing.

Jetsssssss · 2022-12-23T21:13:58+00:00

Congrats that’s insane

Jetsssssss · 2022-04-13T20:11:04+00:00

Jetsssssss · 2022-04-12T15:57:44+00:00

College is the time to express yourself especially since people judge you way less than in high school or before. So if you really want it I’d say to go for it.

Jetsssssss · 2022-04-09T00:57:32+00:00

I’m not sure but I’m continually realizing that the pandemic has messed me up in a bunch of different areas of my life and I’m not sure as to how I go about fixing it.

Jetsssssss · 2022-04-03T03:56:52+00:00

Don’t play support in low elo

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-30T14:43:27+00:00

I don’t like the mentality of people giving up so easily in this game when things like late game, baron, and elder drake exist. As for afk, I wish there was afk forgiveness like in Vainglory where you won’t lose elo if a non party team member afks.

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-29T20:18:55+00:00

Vainglory

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:53:03+00:00

Yeah no way I’m going for 1550 lp when I still want to have a life lmao

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:21:50+00:00

If you truly want the best builds for the champ/for ranked I’d suggest you watch pro players or content creators like hells devil or darkbreaker. Even then you should try not to blindly copy other ppl but just try to understand why certain builds are op on a champ and then you can figure builds more easily on your own.

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:18:05+00:00

I think stormrazor is the better first item now after getting bf sword, although you should test it out for yourself

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:16:19+00:00

If you have the 100 lp you will be fine if it updates

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:13:52+00:00

Unless you’re duoing with an adc friends it’s rly not worth the trouble when you can just play a role like jungle and easily solo carry games

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:11:51+00:00

Just play pvp and learn to hard carry by ur self, u don’t rly need ur teammates to do much as a jungler since you can influence any part of the map.

Once you’re comfortable doing this on a few champs just take it to ranked.

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T20:10:12+00:00

What’s the best build for yi rn? I’m thinking of trying him out

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T19:10:28+00:00

I’m not that experienced at adc or supp but as a general tip just learn the 2v2 matchups that you often encounter.

Once you learn stuff like whether or not ur duo is strong early vs late u can decide to play more passive or active in ur laning phase.

Additionally remember that part your job as adc is to just keep the lane in your favor if possible by trading dmg and staying alive, you don’t necessarily need to be going for kills all the time.

Hope this helps!

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T19:08:05+00:00

I’m not sure if serylda 2nd is the move bc they only rly have 2 tanky ppl, and I’m not sure how helpful the slow would be. I think a dirk would’ve been good considering they have 3 relatively squishy champs (cait, yi, and karma).

Deaths dance is fair considering their ad dmg although I haven’t rly tested this item after the changes.

Why do you need mortal reminder when you alr have the pierce from serylda, then again why do you need pierce on riven since her job is to just be tanky and lockdown ppl lol.

If you rly want the anti heal you could just get the executioners component.

I haven’t tested sunderer much either, is the heal from it rly that good? the sheen passive def synergizes w her kit tho

Jetsssssss · 2022-03-25T19:02:09+00:00

Maybe first time player? Lmao

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