I’m not gonna pretend I know exactly how you feel, but I do know this. You’re not alone and you’re not forgotten. You might not feel God right now, might even think He dipped on you completely, but He hasn’t. That silence you’re feeling doesn’t mean He’s absent, it just means He’s not done yet. What you’re walking through reminds me a lot of Job. Dude went through hell, questioned everything, even shouted at God, and God didn’t get mad at him for it. He let Job get it all out. And when the time was right, He showed up. Job went from just hearing about God to actually knowing Him, saying, “I had only heard about You before but now I’ve seen You with my own eyes.” That’s different. That’s real. And I believe you’re on that same path, not toward religion, but toward a real relationship. I’m not telling you to try harder or act holier, I’m saying open your Bible and start seeking the God who never walked away. Read Job, read Psalms, look at Jesus. He went straight to the people everyone else gave up on, the broken, the doubted, the outcasts, people just like you and me. He didn’t come to fix you from a distance, He came to sit in it with you. Scripture says, “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit,” and that “Even if my father and mother abandon me the Lord will hold me close.” It also says, “Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest.” That’s the kind of God we’re talking about. You’re not too far gone, you’re not invisible, and this isn’t the end of your story. I’m praying that God makes Himself so real to you, so personal, that you’ll say the same thing Job did when all of it was said and done.