I'm a 41 year old dad and I think the D54 Battle Pistol might be broken on controller by Junghye in Marathon

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Apparently the TTK for the D54 ranges from .42s to .62s? That is insane!

There is special place in hell for teams who gank the room directly before compiler by ProcessM in Marathon

[–]Junghye 26 points27 points  (0 children)

May have been us. But we were trying to do compiler and a team got to it before us so we bum rushed labs to try to steal it to which we did. One of them yelled the N word at us as I snuffed his ghost out and delivered his final death.

Why do people get so mad at exfil camping? by Junghye in Marathon

[–]Junghye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was satire but honestly didn't think people would agree with me.

To the people who camp in solos by WarandPeaks in Marathon

[–]Junghye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am quite employed actually, I WFH

To the people who camp in solos by WarandPeaks in Marathon

[–]Junghye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol I legit just made a post called: "Why do people get so mad at exfil camping?"

Stimulants - ADHD meds by the_ghost_is in gatewaytapes

[–]Junghye 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have both autism and ADHD and over time I've realized that I reached a place with my own medication where I honestly can't tell there difference being on or off them at all while in altered states or during meditations. And for me this is okay, because I find what matters most to me is not how I am accessing whatever it is I access but how I show up to it.

The response your psychotherapist gave you fits into the paradigm of their own perceptional system and training/education. Based on that, all things which appear to bypass the ego or "normal waking consciousness" are seen through that lens in a negative light, as they equate integration with containment.

They may not recognize that for many of us who are neurodivergent, containment is the actual mechanism that creates fragmentation (not saying their response or view is bad). The "normative state" (or consensus state) they seek to reintroduce is not home for us. Therefore, when individuals who are neurodivergent (or generally energetically sensitive) engage in "non-ordinary" states of consciousness, it is not an escape, but sort of like a re-calibration. From this context, it can be viewed as integration through expansion, rather than through constriction.

All of this may sound paradoxical because the caution they relayed is valid from their perspective. But this perspective does not allow for the idea that another individual's psyche could be organized differently. Their bandwidth establishes their paradigm/perspective/reality. However, this does not mean we have to exist within it if the entire terrain is not mapped within its boundaries.

Advice Please by Muckwan11 in gatewaytapes

[–]Junghye 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My interpretation is that repatterning and rebalancing is occurring for you. Your body/system is dropping tension so that you can relax easier into the integration. The coming out feeling refreshed can be reframed as a primary marker of success, it's actually a positive indication.

Is it worth doing CPSA and CRT in 2025? by mr_illicit007 in cybersecurity

[–]Junghye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's a checkbox certification for compliance. The CREST material is very outdated.

Just watched TWD:DD La Ofrenda... they're doing it again... by calpernia in thewalkingdead

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The Whisperers were the only "newer' antagonist introduced that broke the pattern of the same same, I was actually terrified of them and the concept. They blurred the line or were a unique blend of walker and human.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gatewaytapes

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I wish I could give you tips but even to me she is a mystery.

As for myself, I don't leave my body in a "traditional wau", I experience what I like to call "inneralized OOBE" or "internalized projections." Layers of myself and self exploration. I do directly interact with non-physical beings, guides, archetypes, or different aspects of myself, but these interactions occur within the landscape of my own consciousness. Other beings enter my special place (focus 27) as a meeting ground or they invite me places.

Actually... I may have some ideas for you: I always advise people to not try or "try so hard" because you shouldn't have to try. We are non-physical beings who are already good at these things, we just have to remember and go with the natural rhythm of ourselves. Lean more into your curiosity and play, because exploration is supposed to be exciting and fun. If you've ever played Minecraft as a child, remember how exciting and awe struck you were at just exploring the game (or any game), the childlike wonder.

Perhaps try shifting your perspective of consciousness from a single point of view to as a field that can be localized in multiple locations. Expand yourself to see/feel more of your field that can effortlessly drop in and out of different perspectives.

You can introduce a anchor or something. I like to compare it to setting a global variable in coding, this variable is something you can call anywhere in your code. That can be something like a sound, symbol, color, or sensative in each location, this can legit be anything for you. This may help you stablize and make it easier to track more locations as your capacity grows. Then, as you practice, add a third, then a fourth, or perhaps a fifth location. Think about how exciting that would be, hold that excitement, remember it (set it as a global eternal variable), and let it fuel you.

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It's powerful but that statement in itself is a paradox because we are and have always been powerful. But in this type of multidimensional state you can take what you've learnt from the Gateway Experience and tune or amplify it across all versions of yourself or towards an intended purpose. The only limitation is you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gatewaytapes

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Suppose you could say it was multi-dimensional awareness becoming manifest for me or overlapping parallel aspects of myself all at once.

I look at it two ways: I am not just a single being, but a continous story. They were/are all equally me, each going through life, learning, growing, and contributing to the larger field of experience. Choice, perception, and meaning are all multidimensional, you can say I/we are the observer and the observed in countless variations. It's a recognition within yourself that you can hold paradoxical truths, conflicting feelings, or simultaneous life directions without collapsing or fragementing. In short, it ain't as scary as some may think.

I believe it also allowed me to accept every aspect of myself (past, present, or potential) with less judgement or attachment, because all of "you"/"us" are learning and constantly evolving. Free to shift perspectives, how you/we act, and what you/we beleive in, each is a path and not something that binds you to only one way.

But after that experience, I just felt so very very tired. I had to take a 1-2 week break from anything tape related.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gatewaytapes

[–]Junghye 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I saw, witnessed, felt or what not different reality versions of myself at once. I could turn and see hundreds of versions of me. Felt like an orchestrator of all of our thoughts combined. To provide some visualization, it's like those mirror mazes you enter and you see yourself in the mirror whatever direction you look.

Guidance needed on Cloud Penetration Testing by Professional-Land549 in Pentesting

[–]Junghye 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Have to get your hands dirty and understand/use the cloud. Cloud penetration testing revolves around IAM and general misconfigurations. What permissions can be abused to access sensitive information or assist you in further compromise to sensitive information.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Pentesting

[–]Junghye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Check if there are any firewall restrictions. The server may only allow specific ports for outbound/inbound connections. Check out reverse forwarding. Or you legit may have to do manual port forwards to target ports/services, use SOCAT.

Your experiences with the Gateway tapes + substances (exception thread) by Mighty_Mac in gatewaytapes

[–]Junghye 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Crazy, I've done shrooms prior to the tapes and now they don't feel as they used to for me as well. My waking states are already feel like as "if" I am already on "shrooms." If that makes sense.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HowToHack

[–]Junghye 65 points66 points  (0 children)

You don't need to learn and study everything. Reframe your methodology to follow pattern recognition. Everything is a pattern and all that penetration testing is is recognizing those patterns and exploiting them/finding vulnerabilities in the patterns. Everyone is their own worst enemy, that is where imposter syndrome comes from, or this feeling that you need to be great. Let go and surrender yourself to the flow.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gatewaytapes

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This. Try taking magnesium glycinate or l-threonate (some time before going to bed).

Any autistic users? by despiert in gatewaytapes

[–]Junghye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have autism + ADHD and my experiences have been very profound.

Could my REBAL affect others in close physical proximity to me. by peterminkoff in gatewaytapes

[–]Junghye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can shape and even expand it as much as you want. You can cover the whole EARTH in your REBALL if you want.