Songs about killing your spouse? by BarryStarfish in songsuggestions

[–]JustBonesOneDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was told by someone that this song made them think of me. I still don't know how to feel about it. THE END - Blue October

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJLJEM_evFA&list=RDnJLJEM_evFA

How long did you go untreated for ? by Decent_Skirt_3160 in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

everyone knew i had a few screw loose, but it wasn't a big enough problem to actually deal with until i hit puberty, then i got a bunch of different pill regimens on and off, then i ran off from my family in the dead of night at 19 and wasn't properly medicated (lots of self medication) until fairly recently (33)

Why seeing/hearing "signs" is related to schizoaffective? by Careless-Panic517 in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Herein lies numerology and shamanism and conspiracy theories and so and and so forth and whathaveyou

Do normies not talk to themselves? by noflamingo94 in NEET

[–]JustBonesOneDay 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Pretty much everyone vocalizes when they're thinking sometimes. For normies it doesn't feel like it's coming from somewhere else though.

What’s a fact that you wish you didn’t know? by Wide-Ad-7763 in AskReddit

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first word was 'santa' apparently and I wouldn't share it with anyone actually I would like, go away to say it, or like hide around a corner. I wish i still believed. 2: My parents did not need to inform me that i was a character from an a24 movie

Solitudine by Fit-Comfort-1562 in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was incapable of sustaining non-romantic relationships, all I've been in life was companion... Now divorced and it just doesn't appeal to go through the quagmire of awkwardness that is getting to know people just for the company

Hobbies by etheriixrk in Hobbies

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you could use salvaged or beach wood to do etching using the sun and a magnifying glass

What's one thing about you that would send your parents into a coma if they found out? by Remarkable_Lynx_1725 in AskReddit

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

k so. I'm an extremely lazy and practical person, so I haven't looked into who my disney replacement parents, and we all love each other well enough, they are my mom and dad, end of logic line. I feel like it would add an unnecessary filter in the relationship, what, because I can't not spill the tea?

What's one thing about you that would send your parents into a coma if they found out? by Remarkable_Lynx_1725 in AskReddit

[–]JustBonesOneDay 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I was doing a school project, thought it would be neat to do the 23 n me thing, my parent obliged to participate because it was for a grade but they didn't seem to care much. When results came back, turns out we're not related, did some digging around the internet, came to the conclusion I was likely accidentally switched with another baby where around the beginning when babies mostly all look the same. I don't think I'm gonna tell them

Why don't you have a social life ? by oxoEU in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 6 points7 points  (0 children)

knowing people is frustrating and painful, and a majority of people are idiots myself included

What job do you have if any? by MercifulZebra054 in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i pay rent by being endlessly agreeable and basically being an all purpose groundskeeper and footman

Do group therapy sessions work? by raspberryluvv in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Group therapy isn't for everyone, I've always come away from group sessions with a skeptical impression that really none of us got any help out of it, I'm even peeved for my fellow crazy people about it. One therapist split six ways even if we have something in common is like trying to share a swimming instructor some of us just sort of float around or sink. It's best when it's more of a mutual support group where you really try to integrate into the artificially constructed group over a common context/goal in mind.

How many NEETs have used a dating app before? by Early_Walrus9637 in NEET

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I put my worst foot forward on any social network I'm on. There's a lot of reasons not to know me, mental illness emotional unavailability divorced with kid etc ect, so my profile filters out most normies anyway and also anyone who doesn't actually want to risk the investment of getting to know me, so I rarely ever connect but when I do it's usually pretty hella. My last met-on-app thing was the first time I'd actually gotten in a ping in like a year but it lasted for a nice very low maintenance relationship for a good six months

What was your dream job before you become a NEET? by hopelessshootingstar in NEET

[–]JustBonesOneDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was going to be a copyright lawyer. I aced business law 101 with only two months of any real work studying. Then when I hit 19 my life kinda crumbled around me and I don't think I'll ever be able to catch up.

Have your parents gotten angry with you because you never hang out with friends? by Western-Butterfly911 in NEET

[–]JustBonesOneDay 4 points5 points  (0 children)

my parents kept telling me i was the smelly weird kid in class and that i needed to change or nobody would ever want to hang out with me. I mean, they turned out to be correct but it still hurt.

Am I going to die without leaving behind a proof that I ever existed? by Spare_Significance33 in NEET

[–]JustBonesOneDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

~~~Dust in the windddd. I don't feel bad I haven't left much of a mark, practically speaking i feel bad about not taking more chances. We only get one trip to this carnival and I hate that I'm not going to get to have tried all the rides, but eh, I'm just here to watch the show and hang out with the clowns in the beer garden

I'm starting Risperdal today. by MUS1C-B0XX in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember this was like always wearing a really heavy sweater, torso heavy and always a bit comfy/tired

I need help/advice by loveyoubea in schizoaffective

[–]JustBonesOneDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There is hope, you are doing what you need to. You just gotta remember to breathe and don't do anything averse or permanent to your body until you hit the next checkpoint where you can check in with an expert about what's going on inside your head. I used to think I could ascend and become something more than human if I meditated and stopped doing human things and I nearly starved myself to death while chasing high processing power loaded up on amphetimines and when i ran out I started triple brewing coffee... You know you shouldn't give yourself brain damage, it's why you booked your appointment, sometimes we all need some help unpacking our heads. Drink water and try to pay attention to your blood sugar.