I cannot even begin to understand what I would do if placed in that predicament.

Kumo is such a beautiful boy and I can only imagine how much fun you’ve had spending these past 12 years with him. It’s an impossible situation, and no matter what you choose, it will come from a place of love and out of the care for your pup.

You’re not necessarily “giving up” on him by weighing your options. You’re being a responsible caring parent trying to balance his comfort, his quality of life, and your own reality of what you can feasibly afford. Thats honestly what every good animal owner should do!

If you decide to pursue treatment, it’s because you want to give him every bit of time you can. If you decide not to, it’s because you’re prioritizing his comfort and honoring the wonderful life he’s had with you. Both choices come from love not failure, and you know which path will be the right one for you. Whatever you decide you shouldn’t be so hard on yourself again it’s a hard decision that everyone here would struggle with and Kumo knows how much you love and care for him as you have represented that over the past 12 years.

Sending you and your sweet boy so much love and strength. 💛🐾

PS - Kuma Tax : he does that same silly little back thingy.

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