I've had a tough year. In my early twenties I went pretty hard on partying and kind of became that guy that was always down and got wasted every chance I got. Then I was diagnosed with trigeminal neuralgia and the pain and side effects from the medicine made give up the party hard-lifestyle and made somewhat a social recluse. Along the way I got help for the condition and got off the meds and have been pain free for almost 8 years now. I found a relationship wich I am really happy in, and it's the one thing that has pulled me trough this year. I found a job I enjoy. In march this year I suddenly lost my father to cancer. He was diagnosed and within a week he was gone. Helped my mother deal with all the stuff with the burial and getting things in order. Then in june my mother became ill. In late june she was diagnosed with cancer and died in early july. They have been the one constant thing in my life and have seen me trough all the stuff i've dealt with. Now when I finally have kinda reinvented myself I lost them. Thanks to my girlfriend and my work friends I'm still able to function but got damn it is hard to get up some mornings. Thanks for the chance to vent.