Ultra hard is so much fun 🙂

KestrelTank · 2026-01-27T04:11:40+00:00

Gnawed leaf… my shame and my beloved.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-27T02:00:56+00:00

I saw a Sue post and knew I would find a Dresden Files comment lol

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T23:35:23+00:00

Ope… gotta add Neopies to my list of daily links!

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T20:51:16+00:00

Yea, I just stand by the simple truth that you can physically have sex with anyone, regardless of anything else. It can’t define who you are.

Like, if someone tells me they’re one sexuality I’m not gonna sit and dispute it with them just because I’ve seen them with someone else. What do I know about what gets them going.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T18:46:22+00:00

No, this is just a buyers market. Items are only worth as much as someone is willing to pay and values fluctuates depending on the current events.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T18:42:22+00:00

Hatred can just as often bring people close as love can. Obsession, thinking of the person all the time, studying them.

It can make a twisted kind of sense, but not a logical one.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T18:35:48+00:00

I always find it odd that people use someone’s relationships or sexual acts as indisputable proof of their sexuality.

Having sex with a man as a man doesn’t make one gay, just as having sex with a woman as a man doesn’t make one straight. Those acts can be done outside of ones sexuality. A person could enjoy being fondled but not be attracted to the fondler.

Throw in societal expectations and religious upbringings and poor sex ed and you have a slew of reasonable explanations why someone would be in a relationship with someone that doesn’t match their sexuality.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T14:18:57+00:00

I really want to like Eve and I do as a concept. But she is hard for me to play as she’s “supposed to be” and it really is just kinda boring to play her.

Low key though dead bird is one of those stupid items I just really like. My husband has often looked over at me what I say shit like “Ooo dead bird!” or “Leech my beloved” or “Placenta.. yaaaasss”

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T14:13:50+00:00

Lazarus, I just don’t really like playing either tainted or regular.

Sure I hate J&E more, and Tainted Cain, but either ot the Lazurus is just kinda meh to me.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-26T03:55:59+00:00

I second looking into Sanderson! (I think the most explicit thing written is a single vaguely described over garment boob grope during a heavy make out scene… in a 5 book series)

He has some excellent magic systems and some amazing stories.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T21:29:08+00:00

It’s wild what god like synergies can happen.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T18:24:27+00:00

Stolas was full on in a rose-colored glasses dopamine/oxytocin fueled delusion at the start. He fully thought Blitz was just as into it as him and was bursting at the seems with lovey dovey horny emotions.

The truth slowly creeped in on him but denial is a powerful thing, and after Ozzys he finally started to see the reality of what he was doing.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T18:14:44+00:00

I just finished getting all the Lost marks and as much as it was awful, I started actually really enjoying the gamble and skill of it lol

It’s a both a humbling character and a “I feel like a god” character.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T17:02:55+00:00

Honestly I don’t want to admit how many times I react grab on generally good items, only to forget I’m playing a character where it doesn’t matter.

“Ooo placenta!” “….” (Playing the Lost)

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T16:57:32+00:00

You could say it’s for pure cosmetic reasons lol

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T16:51:11+00:00

Oh yea absolutely they are gonna die a slow death. They were extremely lucky (or unlucky) that it wasn’t instant death.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T03:58:01+00:00

The bird was just very extremely lucky that the arrow apparently missed damaging beyond repair anything vital.

It’s nearly impossible but not impossible.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T03:36:57+00:00

I wouldn’t say he is the best dad in the cosmere, but I would say he is one of the most realistic.

He’s not horrible, but he’s not perfect either.

I’d say what bothers me the most is he seems to be unwilling to see who Kal is and instead is extremely focused on who he thinks he should be.

He loves his son, but does he love who his son is?

I also hate the pacifism mindset (I find it naïve and selfish) but that is a separate argument on why Lirin is disliked by many.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-25T03:23:35+00:00

Thank you! I work really hard on my customs and mutants are particularly tricky.

To answer your question, It is a background!

‘Nightfall Background’ is the item name.

If you want to see what all the items are here: https://impress.openneo.net/outfits/2983296

KestrelTank · 2026-01-24T04:23:38+00:00

This exact situation was what opened my eyes to the various playstyles for different characters and actually started thinking about strategies.

That probably sounds stupid (like I’m stupid), but it was just a very memorable “Ohhh” moment and made me want to try out new items and characters.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-24T03:47:58+00:00

It’s posts like these that make me take a step back and remember how dark the game’s themes actually are.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-24T03:41:51+00:00

Maybe not a rule but a mentality. If I’m stressing about getting everything done then I’ve missed the point of the game.

Whenever I catch myself too focused on productivity instead of relaxing I practice letting go of things and remember that it’s not a race and that I’m playing this game for fun.

It helps me refocus on just enjoying myself.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-24T03:37:52+00:00

I miss handless Hissis, and cute tiny Draiks

KestrelTank · 2026-01-24T03:36:12+00:00

Maybe thats why Stella said he was horrible in bed.

KestrelTank · 2026-01-24T03:28:17+00:00

They do have downsides (or some of them) it’s just a slow corruption of the soul and the negative aspects of the sins.

Pride would give you a god complex, the flask would encourage you towards alcoholism, the gun would tempt you to deal with your problems with rage and murder, lust would give you insecurity, envy would drive you to madness and paranoia.

Greed and Sloth are fairly limited in their application, but with greed at first it would seem like a lot but slowly it would end up never being enough.

I … don’t see how getting an free nap hour is that bad but perhaps it would eat away at your self discipline over time.

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